My whole life I've kept secrets
To me it's normal
Life is life
I hate the fact I'm so good at it
I dare myself to keep way
I pray at night for life the next day
My eyes get weary
Thoughts storm my mind
Making me forget the time
I hope and pray
I hope today
I give and give
But life stays the same
I've been told keep your head up
God is all you can trust
But in my mind
I can't trust
I can't love
I'm afraid...
To put myself out there
Knowing I might get hurt
Knowing that there could be
PAIN...
In the future
I refuse to be a
SECRET
I refuse to hide
To keep things
To lie to myself
To lie to you
I know me but I'm afraid to know you
This right here is the truth
MY TRUTH
