I wish I could depict
A vivid feeling
Of how this left me hemorrhaging
Not going to lie...
This day,
Was the day I was left
On the floor
Not just physically...
mentally too
I was left on the floor
Heart shattered
To a million and one pieces
I think the part that hurt the most
Was taking that dust pan and broom
Sweeping up all those pieces
If the paramedics were called
They wouldn't have been
Able to save me
This was the day
Our relationship changed
For the worse
When I looked at you
I no longer
Saw who I always thought you were
I saw who who you really were
I can write several books
On who I thought you to be
None on who you really were
I lost years
Moments I could never retrieve
The fuck you
Was the bullet
That pierced my soul
If my heart
Could've asked you to stay
It would've
That day you looked at me
Nothing to say
Turned then walked away
Was the day
I decided that's that
This breakup
Has been very emotional
Not to mention long
N draining
This was the moment I knew
I was deeply in love with you
I'd take all your shit
Internalizing it
Mentally filing it away
Into files labeled with your name
Never regurgitating those emotions
Because they were learning moments
Learning moments...
That taught me to never
Take shit like that
From anyone else
I guess you could say
It was us
Taking steps to finalize
Our parting ways
