Father, Shalom

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Pop:
I would rather see my son dead
Then to fuck another nigga
I will go to jail happily

Because I know what is right
And that's wrong
You can't make a wrong right
FACTS

Me:
So excuse me I'm soo hood...
I'm a godly man now
I've never done any wrong

Let me get this right
You believe a man is only
Supposed to be with a woman?
You'd murder my brother!!

If you thought for one second
That he was a faggot
A fucking faggot
... the word you're searching
so desperately for is gay
Your son would be call gay, or queer

Not just your son; your only son
The last child
That carries your last name
Forever

Because let's be real
You completely
Fucked up the other one
Who now lies six feet under
And there's no hope for my brother

First off a faggot is a bundle of sticks
Secondly you would rather kill
Your own flesh and blood
Then for him to be a happier version

Of himself
Take it from me
Someone who struggles
With knowing who I am

Pop:
Don't get me wrong I love y'all
But there's a different
From your son being gay
And your daughter being gay

Me:
So you won't accept me
But you'll accept me
Over my brother being gay
How can you call yourself a father??

You don't even know us
You can't fathom any of your children
BEING GAY
You think I'll burn in hell

But what about you nigga...
killing Niggas
Robbing niggas
Shooting niggas

Ripping mothers hearts
Right outta their chests
Kidnapping people
Selling drugs

Just to get some fast cash
You think we're going to hell
We're going to burn
But what about you

Mr. Drug dealer
....
Let's be real
Can you tell me one thing
One thing About me

Or any of your kids for that matter
You've spent more time with me
Than any of your other kids
Can you give me one personal fact

About me
ABOUT ME
About them
About anything

That you didn't hear from
One of your judgmental ass
Family members

Both of us:
Silence...
Nothing but breathing
Fills our air and the elephants fight
Amongst each other
Just in the end to still be 
Shut off from the world

Me:
I was taught to love myself
No matter what the cost is
And trust me what you think of me
Isn't worth compromising my happiness
So if you decided today
You weren't going to talk to me
Then so be it

TODAY I TAKE MY LIFE BACK
I decide today I will be happy
Because nobody else will love me
Like I love me

So goodbye
Shalom

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