My thoughts
Weighing heavily on my chest
Causing me to
Hiccup and loose breathA feeling I've felt before
Feels like lies
But I see her
Right before
My eyes she standsYet there i am
Shaking my head in frustration
Because the love
I once felt for herMeaning my old lover
I feel has appeared in another
It isn't like I'll ever forget her
But she's deadAnd I must move on
8 months of torture
Two lovely years
Goes up in flamesSwear this is my heart playing tricks
Or my mind high off of lust
I concentrate
Watching every move she makesBeaming at every glance my way
Is it meant to be
Or not??
Is she heavenlyLike my last
Or is my eyes and mind
Playing tricks on my heart
Oh I don't want to be foolishBut i cant help these growing feelings
She was a friend before a lover
And I had eye on her then
And now I can't take my hands or eyes off of herIt's all a blur
When she's around
Swishing her hips
Licking her lipsBatting her eyes
She drives me crazy
Oooo this girl
Has shaken my treeTrimmed my dead branches
And has brought life to my leaves again
Look at this... their all flowie
And all types of vibrant greensI really hope this isn't a dream
I opened my arms to you
And not to mention my heart
Dusted off my cobwebsAnd started to play a familiar tune
And I got love all over me
Baby, you touch every part of me
Ooh, I, I got love all over me
And I don't wanna get it off
I'm completely covered up in your loveI settle in my thoughts
Looking her dead in her face
I love you
You aren't just my friendYou aren't just my gf
You've become my life line
The calm in my chaotic hurricane of a life
My zen
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