This is to whom I thought was the one
You want something that could've been
Flipped the script
Maybe one day
I will forget the day I met you
Maybe one day
I will forget every
... I love you
Every I miss you
Every goodnight
Maybe...
Maybe, just maybe ...
I will forget
The way that you called me
What you called HER
But maybe I won't
And our long nights on the phone
Will be nothing
But a void
In your skeleton of memories
Maybe just because you say
You will marry someone
And promise them the world
Does not mean anything
When you can't even bridge the distance
Between Virginia and Dc
But just because you say "BABE"
SHE DOESN'T MATTER
Doesn't mean she is not on your mind
And don't call me crazy
Because we were once them
And don't call me lazy
because I dare not put myself
Through the misery
Of fighting for first place
And now...
Every I love you
Will be a part of
A backseat conversation
And you'll be buried in the trunk of my car
Where we looked at the stars
Basically saying I DO
NOW, What was once a fairytale story
Is a story we mourn
Because our love died in my arms
refusing to let go
I AM TRYING TO GIVE US CPR
Refusing to accept the death of our future
I TRIED SO HARD
But, whose grave should I go visit
When I miss you?
Because you're not really dead...
You just left without warning
Because after you said
I'll marry you one day
You told me you needed time to think
HOW THE HELL
Does someone go from
Making children with each other to....
To, I hope you have a good life?
But I do...
I really hope you have a good life
But just because
I wish nothing but the best for you
Doesn't mean I wasn't the best for you
IT means, you weren't the best for me
It's the hurt talking
I hurt myself...
Believing in something
You've already buried in the past
