Built From My Heart

Help!!

I sit here
Fighting
Internally
Breaking down
The mental walls
Killing myself
In the process
I'm in conflict
With the thought of loving you
Or leaving
Trying to figure out
If your love is worth it
Chancing a heartache
That being something
I honestly don't think
I could take
So I shut my eyes
Hoping
God grants me my only wish
That being you
Because it's like that
Life alert commercial
I've fallen and I can't get up