Room 234's VIRGIN

59. Opinions

So....I wanted to stop writing this...because of some comments and a particular comment I shall cease to mention but I have handed the fate of this book to my friend if she says keep going I will if not...

Ok let's see if my mind can write something down. I won't edit this part as they are my thoughts lol why am I suddenly getting emotional? Ok let's see...

The above was me for the past few days maybe because I had revealed so much that was personal through this book I felt naked? Maybe it was the update now comments?
Idk but I seriously didn't want to continue till I spent yesterday and this morning reading comments and you all made me laugh, happy etc that the inspiration just flowed back and I felt strengthened to continue. Like someone said this is my avenue to let out some feelings in me that need to be released and I have decided to do just that and continue till the VERY END. To all those who leave funny, positive, supportive comments I TRULY AM GRATEFUL AND LOVE YOU!

William Shakespeare wrote; 'Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time's brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.'" -Lucas Scott One Tree Hill

Selena Gomez - The heart wants what it wants
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"I love you," I whisper as he walks out and Keith walks in.

"Hey," He says giving a half smile.

"Hey," I reply giving a forced smile in return.

"Did you tell him?" Keith asks leaning against the door.

I nod. Keith nods letting out a deep breath and walks over sitting on the bed our legs next to each other. I place my left arm around his right arm and lean my head against his shoulder.

"Talk to me," He says.

"I'm scared I'll lose him," I say voice choked.

"Lose him? To what? The truth?" He asks and I sigh.

"Hera if you lose him over this then he was never worth your affections," Keith says and I squeeze his arms. I know. I know too well but my sperm donor as I called my biological dad, always took away what I loved from me and I didn't want the same to happen with Lexis. Lexis said he'd stay but I knew too well how people never kept their words.

"Hera do you love him?" Keith asks. I nod.

"I'll let you in on a little secret, I don't like Lexis," Keith says and I detach myself from him to look at him, surprised at his words.

"What?!" I say, I was positive they loved each other. Looks can indeed be deceiving.

"You even said if I..." I start.

"I know what I said," He says interrupting my argument. "That was me supporting you. I don't like him for what he was originally meant to do to you but I have decided to let it go for you. I know you and I know you don't just let anyone into your heart, whomever you do let in is someone worthy. I don't trust him but I trust you to make the right decisions regardless of your heart," He says.

"So what exactly have you been doing with him?" I ask.

"Gathering information," He says and I chuckle resting back against his shoulder. Yup a soldier will always be a soldier even when off duty.

"What's going on here?!" I hear Lexis say as Keith quickly detangles our hands and gets off the bed.

"The jealous boyfriend is here, good night Sleeping," He says winking before walking past Lexis who glares at him not returning Keith's mischievous smile.