The PROMISE Book2(MarcosBro.FF)

TP.76

Simon POV.
Honolulu,Hawaii

Ng magising ako in the middle of the night i asked the nurse if i can go now and see my son.. she said yes so naglakad na ako papunta sa kwarto ng anak ko. I knocked. Walang sumagot so i slowly come in. Saktong pagtingin ko kay Andrea ay tumingin din siya sa akin. Pero mas nauna siyang nagbawi ng tingin. Unti unti akong lumapit sa anak ko while Andrea is on the other side of the bed. I look into my son who is peacefully sleeping.

"Who would ever thought that this day would come? That this boy will soon call me daddy.." i started while touching my son's hands.
"Who would ever thought that my very special girl could give me a very special gift that i could cherish for the rest of my life?" I added. My eyes became teary.
I look into Andrea who is looking at our son with a smile.
"I dont know to say this, but im sorry for hurting you before.. im sorry if i didnt know about Keil, im sorry for being such a jerk for letting you handle this life alone in four years.. im sorry if im not here with you during your sleepless nights with our son..im sorry if i took you for granted before Andrea.. im sorry for everything.." i said and walk towards her.. i kneeled and dumukdok sa mga hita niya. She is currently sitting.
I cried my heart out as if thats the only way i know to say sorry for everything i did..for not being with them when they need me..

"Im such an asshole for letting you go before Andrea and i admit those years without you was the darkest years of my life. You can tell i do good during those years but i swear! Im in darkness while being in light..kulang na kulang ang buhay ko kapag wala ka Andrea..im so sorry for everything i did.. belive me you are the only woman who can make me feel alive,the only woman who can bring so much emotions in me,the only person who could hurt me..please im sorry Andrea..im so sorry.." i said in between sobbing. Maya maya i can hear her sobs too. I look up to her face and i can see her crying also..i cupped her face and wipe her tears off. Nag iiyakan na kame pareho. She holds my arms while im cupping her face.

"All these years ive been wishing for this day to come Simon, all these years ive been wishing and praying that someday you will be here with me and Kiel.. and i still cant believe you're here with us..im sorry if i agreed on Tito Ferdinand, alam ko kase na yun lang ang paraan na alam ko para kumapit sayo. And maniwala ka man or hindi may pagkakataon na gusto ko ng sabihin na tama na and magpakita na sayo but still im afraid that you are not ready enough to be a dad..but .. but..looking at you know made me realize that i did a right decision.." she said in between sobbing. Para akong timang na napangito habang umiiyak.. i hug her tight.

"I miss you so much Andrea, i love you, i still do, and i will always do.." i said.. and i feel she hug me back and cry on my shoulders.

"I miss you too Simon, i love you.." she said. And i guess that Four years is enough of us being separated.. hinding hindi ko na hahayaan na magkalayo pa kame ng magiina ko. And i thank God for enlightened my mind and for sending back Andrea and Kiel to me using my ever loving and supportive dad..