I stood there, as I watched the beautiful wedding unfold. I knew every bit of the ceremony, as I was the one who had planned it all.
I stood at the doors, watching the crowd turned to face me. I was in a beautiful cream coloured dress, matching the bridesmaids. I walked down the aisle and saw people smiling at me.
And he was there, standing at the alter, waiting. He smiled at me as I walked closer to him. I breathed in slowly and stood at the alter. This was it.
It was going to happen and everything would change after this.
Suddenly, I was pulled back.
I looked behind me and Mindy whispered, "What are you doing, Y/N? You were standing at the brides place."
My breath caught in my throat. It was real after all. I collected myself and replied, "I must've not realised."
And there she was. Fucking smiling at my best friend, my love, my Harry and I could do nothing about it.
She smiled at him and stood at the alter, Harry helping her.
My heart broke into tiny little pieces as I saw my father giving my sister's hand to Harry.
Tears slipped down treacherously, nothing I could do would stop this. I couldn't object to this, after all, my parents had asked me to keep quiet.
I couldn't raise my voice against this, but I wouldn't anyway. I knew my best friend loved her, so there I stood; quietly listening to them taking vows.
***
"Y/N!", I heard his voice as I tried to make my way out of the reception. I ignored him and continued walking away.
He yelled again but I didn't stop. He caught up to me anyway.
"Y/N, where were you going off to?", he asked.
"Oh, um. I was going to find Jeremy", I lied.
"That idiot boyfriend of yours?", if I didn't knew any better, I would've thought it to be jealousy.
"He's not an idiot, not like that's any of your business anyway", I snide.
"Woah! No need to get all prissy. I was just stating facts. And I know he isn't here, I didn't invite him remember?", he smirked.
"Oh? And I can't invite my own boyfriend to my sister's wedding?"
"Last time I checked, you hated your sister."
"Last time I checked, you didn't care", I snarled.
"Why are you behaving like this?", he finally asked.
"Because I have a life that doesn't always revolve around the lot of you, Harry. All you both care about is yourselves. So, please. For once, let me do what I want to do."
He stared at me as I spat those words at him. He knew I was hurt, and he knew that he couldn't do anything to help me. He knew better so he kept quiet.
And as I turned my back to him, I said, "And Harry, tell my sister to enjoy being a sloppy second for the rest of her life", and left.
I took off my heels and ran away as tears blurred my vision taking the taxi to a place far away from them.
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