Anshuman watched her, stunned that the program had an effect on her. He thought it was just a guy thing. Parvati returned his gaze, and she reached out and touched his hand gently again. The truth was that it wasn't the program that turned her on... it was watching it with Anshuman next to her that had.
She laced their fingers together again, both of their hands resting on his stomach, as she snuggled closer to him, resting her cheek just above his shoulder.
"We should control," Anshuman murmured, although he wanted to make love to her right there.
It wasn't right. It would eventually cause more harm than good. After all, he wasn't emotionally ready for it. He didn't want to lash out at Parvati again.
Parvati let go of his hand and reached up to touch the side of his face, her fingers brushing over his cheek.
"It's okay if we do it," she told him softly. "You don't need to feel bad."
Anshuman reached up and held the back of her hand, removing it off his cheek and placing it back on his stomach.
"Let's sleep," he told her. "We'll talk about this in the morning."
"Talk about this?" she asked, frowning slightly.
"We shouldn't rush," he told her.
"Fine," she huffed and removed her hand from his stomach, feigning anger, and turned to face the other way, so she wouldn't have to look at him.
Once she turned around though, she smiled slightly, because Anshuman just admitted that it was a matter to talk about. Before it wouldn't even be something to talk about for him. He was slowly starting to accept another possibility and that was all she wanted.
Anshuman closed his eyes and took deep breaths, deciding that he would take care of her anger in the morning.
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