Let Me Love You... and Lose You Too [ON HOLD]

Chapter 13: First Kiss, Blunders, and Pain

Parvati was too shocked to process what was happening. Anshuman appeared in front of her all of a sudden, and took her to this shady alleyway, where he pressed her against the wall with such force and was moving his lips towards her...it was like he was about to kiss her. Was he really going to? Her stomach was performing somersaults. Her heart was beating rapidly.

But what happened all of a sudden? Why did he look angry? How did he find her?

Anshuman pressed his lips against hers forcefully, and she closed her eyes immediately, feeling herself melt. He kissed her with such intensity, that she didn't even know what to feel.

His lips were rough and dominating, and hers were soft and submissive. She shivered as he let go of her hands and held on to her waist with both of his own hands.

She hadn't kissed anyone before. She always dreamed that she would kiss Anshuman, and once again her dream was coming true. She really couldn't believe this.

Was this even real?

Parvati reached up to hold his shoulders with her shaking hands as she responded to his kiss to the best of her ability. He was leading. His lips were moving against hers so frantically, as if he was searching for something, that she didn't have much of a chance to respond.

All of a sudden, she felt his tongue slide inside her mouth, and it brushed against her own. She held on to his shirt tightly, her back pressing further against the wall.

Anshuman finally broke the kiss and let go of her. He took a step back and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.

She looked up at him, still shocked, still happy, still confused.

"Cancel all your plans for tonight," he ordered.

Parvati was in a dazed state. She nodded automatically.

Anshuman reached out and held her hand, before walking with her out of the alleyway. She looked up at him, a small smile on her lips, as he angrily looked forward.

She didn't ask where they were going. She didn't ask any questions. All she did, was follow him, still holding his hand, still trembling, until they reached a house.

Perhaps this was his house.

Anshuman stopped outside his house and turned to face her, his eyes still containing anger.

"We're going inside and we're going to fuck," he told her.

Then it hit her.

Anshuman's intentions hadn't been to just kiss her and hold her hand. He didn't kiss her because he liked her. He had a different motive.

Parvati let go of his hand.

She couldn't do that. She couldn't give herself away so easily for a man who probably wouldn't spare her a second glance when he was done.

She didn't know why he was doing this, and she wanted to be there for him, but not at the cost of her dignity.

"No," she told him, sounding strict. "We're not."

Anshuman just looked at her, shocked, as if he had received a reality check. Then all of a sudden, tears filled his eyes and he looked tormented.

Parvati reached forward and wrapped her arms around him in a comforting and warm embrace.

"We're going to go inside and talk," she told him firmly. "We're going to go inside and we're going to cry. We're going to go inside, as friends, but we aren't going to fuck."

Anshuman held on to her tightly as he cried outside his house, like had just committed a huge blunder.