i hate you, don't leave me

Chapter 10

Chapter 10..

As soon as I woke up I immediately burst into sobs. Not again. I stopped crying and realized what state I was in at the moment. I moved my hand around and felt that my sheets were wet. Shit. Shit. Shit. Demi's gonna kill me. I started to cry even more. I stopped when I heard movement from the other side of the wall. Demi's room is right next to mine. Shit. I jumped up and ran to my closet, grabbing clothes and a rag and ran to the bathroom across the hall. I cleaned myself up before putting on new clothes.

As I was twisting the bathroom knob I could faintly hear a bed creak. She's up. I quietly made my way back to my room and grabbed my blanket and sheets.

Creeeeeeek.

Fuck. My breathing began to pick up faster. I dropped the sheets off in the washer and ran to the living room and laid on the floor, covering up. Creek creek creek. I shut my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"What are you doing out of your room and why are you still awake?," I heard Demi whisper. I ignored her and stayed silent. I heard her sigh and felt her sit beside me.

"Sweetheart, stop ignoring me. Why have you been crying?" my bottom lip trembled.

"I haven't been," my voice cracked. Shit. My eyes shot open in terror. I broke down into sobs again and ran outside to sit on the pourch with Demi on my tail. As soon as I sat down she pulled me back up and into her. She picked me up and carried me back into the house and into her bedroom.

"Talk to me, Sam." I fiddled with my fingers.

"I-I h-had a really b-bad n-nightmare," I whimpered. She hugged me tightly and held me in her arms.

"Shhh, it was just a dream, honey." I relaxed a little as she kissed my forehead.

"Now how about me and you go sleep in your bed?" My breath hitched. No. No. No.

"U-Uh..o-okay.." She picked me up and we made our way to my room.

"Where are you covers and sheets?" I put my head down, ashamed. She's pissed.

"Sam?"

I began to cry again, "I-I'm sorry."

She sat me down on the floor and wrapped her arms around me.

"Why are you sorry, sweetie?"

"I-I accidentally-uh...I-I.." Demi gave me a knowing smile.

"Accidents happen. I, believe it or not, have done it before in my adulthood."

"I-I thought you'd b-be mad..." She kissed my cheek.

"There's no reason to be mad for something you can't control. Now how about we head back to my room and sleep, eh?" I nodded shyly..

We go tucked into the bed and Demi turned out the lights.

"Night m-," I stopped myself, "Night Demi."

She turned the lamp next to her bed on and looked at me.

I turned to the other direction.

"Hey.." She whispered. I turned to face her, not looking her in the eyes. She lifted my chin up.

"It's okay to call me mom, ya know." I smiled..

"Goodnight, mom."

"Goodnight, Samantha.."

....

"SAMANTHA LOVATO GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE!" I sprinted and grabbed my bag, phone, and it's charger before running down the steps to see Demi tapping her foot. She shook her head at me and sighed.

"I swear you're worse than Allison," she mumbled before walking off into the kitchen. She returned back in front of me moments later before handing me my pills.

"Remember, I'm picking you up at four o' clock tomorrow so you can go to therapy."

I rolled my eyes, "I know, Demetria."

"Don't "Demetria" me, little miss." we walked out to the car and drove off. I felt my phone start to vibrate in my pocket as we pulled out of the driveway. Demi looked over and rasied her eyebrows, "You gonna get that?"

"Nah."

"Answer your phone."

"Yes ma'am." I slid my phone out of my pocket and looked at the screen.

MyMainBitch CALLING

I chuckled nervously over at Demi who was flashing me a look of disapproval.

"WHERE ARE YOU?" Aria shouted.

"Oi bitch, no need to shout." Demi slapped me on the shoulder.

"Ughhhh. Are you on your way or not?"

"Yes, Ariana," I spat.

...

"OHMYGOD, STOP!" I shrieked to the redhead. She ignored me and continued to smack me to the ground with a pillow.

"THAT'S FOR BEING LATE!" she tackled me. I laughed even louder than before and tears began to spring to my eyes. My laughter died down and I noticed Aria was still on top of me.

"Are you gonna get off of me?" I giggled.

"NoPe. You're comffffffyyy." I glared.

"Get up, bitch." she snuggled into me more.

"SSHHHH, pillows can't talk." I began to laugh again. All of a sudden my laughter came to a hault as I heard a door slam. Aria shot up and grabbed my hand, pulling me downstairs.