Change of Heart

Part 6- We Chillin'

Jaxon's P.O.V

{Jaxon in mm}

1 month later

It has been a month since Kairon has even looked my way. I mean I was just hopin' he would forgive me for fuckin' up so bad on the yacht but I guess not. Maliq still messed with him from time to time and it pissed me off but I had to keep it to myself cuz I ain't wanna have no run in with my brother. 

I was alone at home cuz my brother and the goons went to chill with his homie for the weekend a couple hours away. I was in the back yard when I saw that Adriana girl was over by Kai and they was chillin out. The only good thing about this is that our back yards only have hedges that are about 5 ft high so we could see wassup in each other's yard. 

"Why you be lookin' at us with yo yellow ass? Let me guess you wanna start more shit with him? What? You wanna say how much he is checking you out when you are the one peeking over the fence" I tried to ignore her but I finally said fuck it!

"I was just looking to see if you was ok and all so my bad for lookin'" I replied and lil ma was already heated. Yo this girl is a fuckin' mega hothead dawg; she be so quick to get up on a nigga and shit.

"Adriana stop! I really don't wanna get into any beef so let us go inside until he finishes. Please Adriana!" Kai was pulling on her arm and he did not even look up at me once and I kinda felt bad knowing that he thinks I would hurt him like Maliq did.

I laid on my bed and I was thinkin' of a way to get Kai to just talk to a nigga. It drives me nuts how good he is at just being by himself. I know it had to do with that Maliq shit that went down and keeps goin' down; my brother threatenin' him don't make shit easier either. I decided to just go over since Trey them wasn't coming back now and just talk to him. 

After lil miss fireworks left I went over and rang the doorbell. When he opened the door and saw me standing there he was quiet as usual and that shit was gettin' on my nerves.

"So you just gone stand there lookin' at a nigga and not invite me in?" I asked him

"Jaxon I really don't want any problems! I am trying my best to keep out of the way because I don't wanna die by being killed. I wanna die in my bed peacefully!" He said and started to close the door but I wasn't with that shit so I put my foot in the way.

"Naw you ain't closin' shit and you best belee we gone talk right now Kairon. Quit playin' games with me." I was really irritated and he finally opened the door and I went in. I looked around and his place was neat as fuck! His couch looked comfy and he had a big ass TV on the wall. 

"Why are you here Jaxon? Haven't you guys done enough to me already?" 

"So I can't come over and chill with you?" I responded

"Jaxon you're here because your brother and his friends are away! You would not be here if they were here man so just go cuz I'm not with your shit right now" I was kinda taken aback cuz I ain't ever seen him angry so I know he really pissed at me.

"I told you I was sorry Kai so what you want me to do? huh? Nigga I been tryina talk to yo ass for a month and you avoided me like the plague man. I ain't like Maliq cuz I never hit you or nothin' and I ain't like Trey cuz I never threaten you either!" He looked at me with raised eyebrow in disbelief. 

"Naw you never hit me or threaten me but you put me in a spot for them to do it. Jaxon because of you I almost drowned!"

"I am sorry Kairon for being an asshole that day on the yacht, can you please forgive me?"

He sighed and walked away to the couch and just stopped talking. I was walking around and looking at photos and I seen him in a few with a woman I guess was his moms.

"This yo moms yo?" I asked but he never answered. I was getting impatient but I tried to remind myself that I was apart of this shit as much as Trey and the two assholes. I went and sat beside him on the sofa and he was bout to move but I held him in place.

"Why you movin' bruh?' I asked

"Don't wanna make you a fag or a sissy now do I?" he started to laugh so hard " you know what's funny Jaxon? You totally act like this straight street thug around your boys but here you are trying to get my forgiveness. Why are you doing this Jaxon?" 

I thought about what he said and I got up and started heading to the door. 

"Naw I am not giving up" I said when I got to the door. "Yo Kairon get up and come with me."

"Where are we going?"

"We gone chill today. I am gonna show you something nobody else knows about so let's go" I said. He got up and we went over to his car. I took his keys and got in the driver's side while he got in the passenger's side.

"Kai I know I am a bit hood and shit but you gotta believe I'm a good guy" I tried talking to him and he smiled when I said that. I felt funny inside when I seen him smile and it made me scared likin' another nigga's smile. That shit is gay as fuck yo!

"Really? Good guys don't throw other guys under a bus" he said softly and then blushed when I looked at him. 

"Why you blushin'?" I asked and he froze. "Kai relax I told you I'm a good guy"

I pulled off a section of the road and we went drivin' through a path and I could see the fear in his eyes. I swear this nigga thinks I'm Trey! After getting out we walked under a fencing and he saw that we were at a little beach that was hidden.

"Wow! Jax how the heck did you find this place? This is pretty awesome man."

"Well when I need time to think about shit this where I come kick it until I feel like going home. My little getaway spot ya feel me?"

"That's cool man." We sat and we talked for about an hour and he told me about his job and how he felt about Maliq them.

"I don't hate them at all. I actually hope that maybe one day he will see that I mean no harm and I am not trying to get with him."

"Ok well you gotta know that Mal is a fucked up nigga and he a thug so just ignore him as much as you can aight. So if you ain't into Mal who you into cuz I know them niggas ain't crazy just sayin' you into em" I asked him and he panicked.

"Kai relax will yah? I'm not finna hurt you or nothin'. We been having a good time knowing each other and stuff. You being all smart and shit and so humble with it. Kinda surprised you ain't got cuffed yet." 

He was muggin me and I busted out laughin', he started to smile then he splashed me with a little water from his bottle and got up runnin'. It turned into a full on chase and when I finally caught up I pulled him down in the sand and we was just wrestling and laughin'. I was ticklin' him and when he was out of breath, I realized that I was still on top of him and I could feel his breath on my lips. 

We were just lookin' at each other now. I felt disgusted and just got up and told him that I was ready. I saw the sadness wash over him and the regret but I was too upset with myself to even deal with that shit right now.

"Yo I'm finna stop and get some grub, you want some dawg?" 

"Naw Jax I'm good" he replied and I knew I hurt him because of the sudden change but I'm not with the gay shit. I got my food and we bounced; the ride home was quiet and when we pulled up at his house I was about ready to shit my pants with what I saw.

That's all for today folks, lol. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and the ones before as well as those to come. If you liked it then VOTE and COMMENT to let me know your thoughts. 

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