Change of Heart

Part 23- Heart so Pure

Gotta use my Jamaican language cuz I love it and I wanna see who can translate what I said at the end of the story! Lol. Inbox if you give up and want the translation.

Jaxon's P.O.V

{Kairon in mm}

Yo I swear I done spit all my shit out when I saw that kiss! Like we was all fuckin' silenced by it! Nigga been gay and on the DL and be beatin' on my boyfriend and all for what. I got so fuckin' pissed and I got up to leave.

"Where are you going babe?" Kai asked, his voice always seems to calm me down. 

"I gotta get a shower and chill out in bed a lil while. When you ready you can come I guess" I told him. I know he done sensed my anger and shit but I just had to leave before I got in it with anyone.

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Kairon's P.O.V

I know he was upset from his body language and how his jaw was flexing. I had a good idea what made him mad too; I decided to let him calm down and have a breather by himself before going to talk to him. I stayed in the hot tub with the others and we peppered them with questions. 

"Yo how long you two been doin' this shit behind our backs?" Trey asked.

"Well we been together about a month officially but, we been talking since I got back here" Maliq answered. 

"Yo nigga you is slick as lube!" Ty said and we were all laughing our asses off. Amaya wanted to get up because she was ready to head to bed. I got out and helped her up, we were on the stairs when she said something,

"I know he told you about our talk, Kairon, I am just not ready for this child and I don't want to be in this situation. I love Travis and I want to have children with him. Jaxon hurt me so much in the past and even though I have gotten over it and I have forgiven him, I will not forget about it and I will always have him at a distance." 

"Wow, I don't know what to say to that. I knew there had to be more to it than you just moving away with a guy. Amaya think carefully about it and think about how your child will feel when he grows up and has to go through life without you." That was all I could think about to say to her. 

"I know and I have been thinking about it the moment I found out I was pregnant. I was gonna do an abortion but then I went through a phase after being convinced by Trina that I should keep the baby and use it against him. We both know how that shit turned out don't we. I know you are his everything! He talks about you so much that it gets annoying at times but, I can see why. You are like no other guy I have ever met and I respect you for that." I was really touched by her words and I hugged her lightly before she continued. "I wanna ask you something important but you don't have to answer now. Will you do me the honor of adopting the baby? I know you and Jaxon will always be because it is your fate and I want him to be a blessing to both of you equally." I sat there on her bed unable to even speak because I wasn't sure if I heard right. Amaya wanted me to adopt her baby so I could raise him with Jax. 

"Amaya I don't know what to say! I would love to be part of his life but I don't know if it is a good idea, he will need you! What if he hates me or the idea that I took his father away from you? What if Jaxon doesn't support that idea and decides to leave me for a girl to give him stability?" I was rambling and Amaya chuckled at me then lightly slapped my arm.

"Chill out man, I am gonna tell him that is what I want and you know he is gonna be over the moon, I am surprised he hasn't asked you as yet. You are a great guy and you will be a great dad so quit the crap papi" she said. I hugged her again and then she said she was gonna get some sleep. I left the room and when I got down to the living room, Maliq and Adrian were all cuddled watching TV on the couch. I had to shake my head at them two because they were so cute with the whole getting together thing. 
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