A Black Girl Ranting

Unofficial (Poem)

Hey there stranger
How you doing over there?
I noticed how cute you were and you caught my stare
I would like to keep talking to you
Hopefully you feel the same
Cause if you don't wanna all I won't help but feel shame
Now that we're friends
I see how perfect you are
I thought it was impossible, I thought the thought was bizarre
Finally the time has come
You asked me to be yours
I said yes of course, I felt my heart soar
But I see I was all confused
I swear I thought you said I was yours to claim
But you showed me otherwise you proved that I wasn't your true aim
You said I was the only one that had you feel that way
Yet there are other girls that thought the same thing
And there you were bragging and boasting
Unofficial?
Is that what we call it?
Yeah that's what we are you cared to admit
I was sure I was the only one
The one that fit your role
But I see I couldn't fulfill the position as being your whole
I felt hurt
I felt deceived
And me being me I couldn't help but grieve