No phone calls, no texts, no signs of being alive. Constantly being asked where he would go and what happened by police has landed me in my room locked up for the passed four days. He left with no warning and expects me to just lay here and cry over him? And miss him?
I sat up and faced my mirror to see a girl I could not recognize. This isn't me. I'm not the girl who cries over a guy. He left and he left for a reason without telling me. If he doesn't care I don't.
I took a shower and did my make up becoming me again and then I snap chatted a guy named Toby that Kat and I met awhile ago while we were surfing. He's a competitive surfer and he goes to some risky places and risky is what I need now. I asked him for the address of a place with good waves and he sent me it saying he is going there today too.
I spent a while getting my board ready and stocked up my car with beer, food and surf stuff. My parents weren't home but I felt a letter for my sister incase she's home from school before me saying that I'm good. And then I left with shades on while drakes newest album blasted as I made it onto the highway heading two hours away from my home. The windows were all down and the wind blowed through my hair. I laughed as I drove to hopefully paradise. I blasted the song 'feel no ways' by Drake because it fit the situation so well and hey if Drake can go through it I can too.
I made it to. Dirt road and drove another thirty minutes before the smell of the beach filled my lungs and I finally felt safe. I stopped my car when I saw a broken sign that said 'danger turn back' I rolled my eyes and kept going parking in the sand beside the water.
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I checked my phone passing all the missed calls and texts before checking the weather and it said the clouds weren't filled with rain so I was good to go. There was no one around which was weird but peaceful so I ignored it and changed into my surf gear before grabbing my board and ran into the water jumping and landing on my board paddling out as far as I could go. The farther I got the stronger the waves, I've never felt waves coming at me this fast before they were intense and challenging but I finally made it out to where some of the strongest waves I have ever seen. I waited patiently of course, for the perfect wave and when I was it I went right for it standing at the perfect time and riding the wave all the way back to shore.
"Ahhhh!" I yelled smiling as I ran back to my car and got out my great selection of drinks which consisted of beer, beer and more beer. I sat in the sand drinking two beers at the same time when I saw a jeep pull up and three hot guys jump out with surf boards the looked at me before saying something and heading into the water. Don't get me wrong they were fun to watch surf but their poses were too stiff. Legs too tense, back too arched and they take way to like to stand up not to mention they are only picking the easy waves which won't help with technique.
Kat would kill me if she knew what I was doing right now, and Nat? she would save me just to kill me herself.
Okay I'm officially drunk. 5 beers but zero tears by goal for today is complete. I waddled back to the car and ears my phone ring it said unknown caller so I obviously answered
"Chello bello" I giggled into the phone. I heard nothing no answer no hang up
"Your no fun, you called me so speak" I said but still nothing
"H-holland?" I asked feeling familiar tears ache to come out
"Answer me dammit" I yelled
"Holland you left me alone and now I'm in some beach that said do not enter and I might be a little drunk.. Okay a lot drunk. And I'm on top of the world surfing, it's so cool to surf drunk you should try it, but yeah .. so stop calling me" I said
"Where are you?" He asked harshly
"And he speaks! hey everyone! He has a voice!" I yelled
"Stop your being silly, tell me where you are" he said
"Me silly? Your silly, silly. You left me alone"
"I came back I'm home, I'm here for you" he admitted
"Are you? Your the one who made me feel this way, you think you can walk in and out of my life when ever you choose. You did this when we were kids and your doing it now. So it's my turn. I'll see you when I see you holland" I smirked
"This isn't funny everyone's worried about you!" He yelled into the phone
"I was worried about you holland? Do you even understand? You know what? I'm too drunk for this" I said hanging up my phone and turning it off so they can't track me or anything. I stood up and got right back in the water. The waves crashing against my skin was the best feeling in the world although I was drunk I was still surfing like its my job. When I got back the guys who were surfing earlier and Toby was there clapping for me
"You still got it don't you?" He asked hugged me
"Hey Toby" I smiled
"Woah, beer? You shouldn't surf when your drunk. Is Katrina here?" He asked
"Woah mom relax, I'm not even that drunk and no, she would kill me if she knew. Don't tell her! I'm on my own for a while" I said
"Okay.. This is Kyle and that's Garett, both pro surfers, you got better kid," he said
"Better? Don't mean to brag but I kicked their asses" I said smirking
"Okay, so your drunk. That last wave was dangerous this place it's not recommended anywhere. I also didn't think you would go that far out" he said
"To get better at surfing you need to challenge yourself you taught me that" I laughed waving and winking at the two boys I caught checking out my ass
"Really Kim, what's going on?" He asked
"Didn't you hear?" I smirked
"about your boyfriend I did its on The news. but his dad's in custody and your boyfriend should be home by now"
"No silly. Did you hear. I'm a ticking time bomb. And where's the best place to blow up? The ocean" I said
"Okay I'm driving you home" he said grabbing my arm
"Seriously I don't need to be taken care of. I can surf so just let me, or leave" I said pulling my hand away and heading back for the water. As the night went on the guys waited for me until I was convinced to go eat some food at the fire and fall asleep under the stars
