"What's up?" I asked him when we got up stairs noticing the candles that were lit and the flower petals in the bed but I want him to say it
"Uh.. Nothing?" He asked scratching his head
"Okay so I can leave?" I asked teasing him
"You know this sort of thing isn't easy for me to put into words but.."
"Killian your so cute, are you sure?" I asked him
"Cause I'm not rushing you or anything what your talking about is a big deal and I want you to-" I explained but he cut me off
"I know, I want this. I really do" he said coming closer to me.
My arms laid lazily on his shoulders kissing him slowly and deeply. Taking in this exact moment
"Wait, wait, there's something I want to tell you first" I said pulling away
"It can't wait?" He asked smirking at me and pulling me closer
"No it can't, Killian sit down" I said
"Okay?" He answered
"Alright so I just want you to know i.. I wanted to tell you this for along time I just.. Couldn't find the right time or the right words" I said in front of him
"Okay now your scaring me" he said
"No it's not you, your perfect .. Um, a few months ago.. I was drugged" I said
"Drugged? Drugged as in high or as in someone tried to hurt you?" He asked
"The second one? I went over to meet her and had a few drinks. Next thing I know is I'm in the middle of the street and can barely see straight.. I had been out there for hours" I said
"W-"
"I don't know how but I stood up and found a way to get on the side walk and call for help, I called Kim and she came with holland to get me, they took care of me helped me not be afraid anymore so did Nat and-"
"Wait.. Everyone knew? I was the only one who didn't know?" He asked me
"It wasn't like that it was just I called Kim and holland happened to be with her and-"
"Why did Nat know?" He asked
"Because uh.. Leslie was the one who drugged me" I finished
"Is that all?" He asked
"Yeah but.. But your not mad?" I asked him surprised
"No, no I'm not well not at you" he answered smiling pulling me towards him
"I love you" popped out of my mouth before I could swallow it back down.
But the smile it brought to his face was priceless as he stood and kissed me holding my hips in place as we went and leaned on a wall for support and did something together that I'll never forget.
I made sure to make it special and perfect our little perfect night.
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Kim finally got me my clothes as my perfect night turning into an utter nightmare.
Really?
Out of all things Killian's mom showing up is the worst of all time worsts. I don't even want to go down stairs and face her as we get on the bus but I have too.
I finished packing up my bag and put it on my shoulder going downstairs. No one said a word I think the funny part stopped being funny really quickly. I was the last person to get on the bus and passed everyone until I got to the back where Killian was but his headphones were in and his bag saved the seat beside him. Confusion filled me as I sat on the seats across from him and looked out the window taking my phone out putting on some music and thinking.
We were half way home she it hit me.
He didn't say I love you back when I said it he smiled yes, he kissed me yes.
But he didn't say it back.
It took every part of me to keep it together, but I did it. I pretended nothing was wrong and just caught up on social media posting a few pictures and tweeting some subscribers. But before we reached home I decided I can't let this bother me at least not alone
Group chat: Kat, Kim, & Nat
Kat: S.O.S @ barn
I sent the text and in seconds Kim and Nat gave me looks before nodding and I looked back outside before we all got a notification on our phones
'Kimberly's welcome home party, at city hall 7pm Tonight'
