Song to listen to: A lonely night- The Weeknd (Katrina)
"What's wrong?" I asked when he shut Kim's door
"I don't want to just move on. Were you not seeing what I saw? All our friends? I want that for us to have each other where every we go" Killian said
"Where ever you go killian you'll have friends. You'll have so many friends."
"I don't just want friends, I want you guys! I don't want you to be stupid and throw away your lives" he told me, it shocked me that he used these harsh words
"Don't call me stupid" I said
"I'm not calling-"
"Killian I'm sorry you don't agree with this but it's happening" i told him
"I based all my college selections on you!" He yelled now
"And who's fault is that Killian? What do you want me to say? Do you think that's romantic? No that's crazy! It's your whole fucking life based off what? A highschool girlfriend?"
"Is that all we are? Do we end when highschool ends katrina?"
"Killian that's not what I said"
"I get attached! I got attached to you and I'm willing to do anything for you,"
"Your sounding so crazy right now! Killian your so amazing why would you base your life off me? We're 18 please tell me your plan isn't to go to college, get married and move to the suburbs like everyone else" I said
"What? Is that so bad?"
"Yeah, yeah it is."
"At least its not as crazy as throwing away your future"
"It's one fucking year of traveling Killian? That's not throwing away my future. At least I don't live in a tiny box"
"You only care about yourself katrina what about me? What am I supposed to do!"
"Why are you asking me? Killian do what ever you want this is your time to explore! And yeah I do care only about myself. Because I want to be happy. I don't want to be like everyone else. I don't care what others think about me! In twenty years I want to say I did everything I have ever done for me! and not for anyone else. If that makes me selfish tattoo it on my fucking face"
*A/N: okay time for a little break to switch the song to: Die for you- The Weeknd****
"I don't think I know who you are anymore?"
"You do, i just think you want me to be someone else. I'm the girl who loves her friends, I'm the girl who doesn't care what others think about me, I am the girl mothers hate because I'm just too great. I'm on this other level of life people make twitter statuses about. I like to drink and party. I want new experiences in my life and I want to meet new people. I want to meet people who are going through something, I want to help people. I want to be known by everyone and not just be another person in the suburbs. I want special Killian because I am so special. And you are too you just don't want to see it" i explained
"And I want safe, i want normal, i want you to at least pretend for a second you want what I want"Killian said
"If you act like someone your not pretty soon that's who you become" I explained
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