Circled by The Wolves [Brustoff]

Chapter 5

I woke up next to Ben. He still had one arm around me hugging me tightly. 

Wow, this was odd but I haven't slept this good in a long time.

When I opened my eyes Ben's face fell into my view. 

His eyes were still closed and considering my head on his chest was moving evenly in the rhythm of his breathing he was still asleep. His lips were slightly opened and he looked so peaceful. Like he was sleeping on clouds or something.

I couldn't look away from his face, fuck he was so cute!

Agh, I shouldn't be having these thoughts... Ben was my best friend, I shouldn't...

"Are you staring at me?" His lips barely moved and his eyes didn't open nor did his breathing tempo changed. 

For how long was he faking it.

"No..." I said hesitatingly. 

"You creepy little bastard!" He shot and his eyes flew open as he quickly shifted, facing me now.

My face was, of course, burning red and I hated myself for it. 

"Aww, are you blushing?" His lips pulled into a small teasing smile.

Honestly, I had no clue what to say. And my face decided to fucking answer for me with more blushing. 

Ben looked away for a second and when his eyes met mine again there was something wicked there. He smirked and his hands gripped my hips.

In that moment he flipped me to my back and in the next moment he was on top of me. 

"What are you doing?" I swallowed looking up at him.

"Something I wanted for a while now." He said and that statement held way more confidence than it should had. 

He lowered his face to mine staring into my eyes that I could swear held some sort of fear. Well not fear of Ben, like we were in my bunk almost naked. Knowing our waking hours it could be the middle of the day and anyone from the guys could just walk in and rip the curtains open.

Ben's lips touched mine. But just touched. It was like he was trying a new flavor out. My eyes were already closed and that kiss didn't even last 2 seconds. 

I opened my eyes just to see Ben smiling down at me.

Fuck I wanted him... But this wasn't right... What if someone walks in on us? What if things get weird? What if...

My thoughts were interrupted by Ben's lips on mine. This kiss was more passionate, and even tho I knew we should stop I was unable to think straight so I kissed back.

I could feel him smirk into the kiss as his hands started running down my bear chest. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and I gasped suddenly aware of what's going on. 

"Ben, I don't think this is a good-" I tried but then he attacked my neck and the last word of my sentence turned into a rather loud moan.

Too loud. 

The thing about me was that my neck was really sensitive and Ben knew too well how to use that. Starting with small, soft, gentle kisses that turned into aggressive sucking and biting that will for sure leave a mark.

I couldn't help the moans that escaped my mouth even tho I wanted to stay quiet. Ben's hand got to the line of my boxers playing with it. 

I bit my lip trying to stay quiet but I was so loud. Too fucking loud.

I was already hard when I heard something. Footsteps. Fuck, we're not gonna get caught now, right? 

"Ben!" Cameron.