I awoke from my unconscious state, feeling sick and sweat dripping from my forehead. I rushed to the bathroom and threw up, my body violently shaking and sweat dripping everywhere.
"Violet?" Gerard asked wandering into the bathroom
"Ger-" I started but threw up before I could continue
I never wanted him to see me like this. He rushed to me and held my hair as I threw up, he rubbed my back.
"It's okay." He cooed
After ten minutes I finally couldn't throw up anymore and I cried into my hands relying on Gerard to hold me up.
"Gerard?" Mikey yawned
"Can you get a towel and water?" Gerard asked wrapping his arm around my stomach lightly
He nodded and rushed to the kitchen
"Violet what happened?"
"We-" I started but was cut off by Mikey running into the bathroom
"Gerard we need to talk." Mikey said
"Okay Violet stay here, I'll be right back." He smiled and set me against the wall
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Gerard's POV
"Overdose?" I asked as Mikey showed me the empty bottle of anti-depressants and said he think Violet overdosed
"I think she was planning to but it failed." He explained and a tear fell down his face
"I can't talk to her now about it she's too sick, I'll talk to get in the morning. You can go back to bed." I smiled grabbing a cup of water and wet towel
"Okay but please wake me up if something happens." Mikey pleaded walking to his room
"I will, goodnight." I sighed and walked back to the bathroom
This is my fault, none of this would've happened if I paid attention to her more. I've been a bad boyfriend, person in general. I need to be here when she is the most fragile.
"C'mom let's get you to bed." I grinned, faking and picked her up carrying her to bed
"You don't have to fake a smile Gerard, you shouldn't have even helped me. I should be dead." She stated as I set her in bed handing her water
I can't believe she thinks that way, she should be alive not dead.
"Violet you are meant to be alive not dead, I love you so much." I said restraining myself from crying
She then broke down in tears and I hugged her as she buried her face in my chest
"I love you too." She smiled into my chest and I kissed her forehead
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princesses and vampires | gerard way✔
Fanfiction❝ rose red, i will make you tell the truth. ❞ 🥀 in which a teenage girl falls for a vampire contains: strong language, self harm, depressing thoughts, eating disorders, panic/anxiety attacks, suicidal thoughts, overdosing, sexual harassment, and su...
