69- We All Have A Past That Isn't Bright

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trigger warning; voices
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I woke up around Gerard's arms...I don't remember getting here. He's wrapping his arms around me he must love me.

God you're so stubborn he doesn't love you
No one would love you

I got up and instantly felt sick, I ran to the bathroom and threw up as tears fell down my face. I got up and flushed toilet, I then brushed my teeth. I exited the bathroom and felt like my head was floating, and my body felt weak.

Maybe you're finally dying

"Get out of my head!" I screamed pulling my hair with my hands

"Violet what's wrong!?" Gerard asked rushing to me

"Nothing, I just thought I saw a bug."

"Okay." He sighed definetly not believing me

Why am I feeling so sick and weak?

Because you're dying bitch

I rolled my eyes and grabbed some coffee
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I walked to my last class, dragging my body and stumbling. What is happening.

"Oh hello babygirl." Zach smirked stopping me

"Zach leave me alone." I managed to say

"Oh no can do, how about we go hang out somewhere else." He laughed and pulled me to the back of the school

I was too weak to fight

You're such a slut hanging around with him

Zach then pushed me against the wall and kissed me, I tried to fight back but I was too weak.

"Such a slut, kissing someone who isn't your boyfriend." He smirked against my lips

"Get away from her." I heard Frank hiss

"Or what Iero?" Zach laughed pulling away from me

"I will rip every limb from your body."

"No you wouldn't." Zach replied rolling his eyes

Frank just stepped closer to Zach and he ran away. Gotta admit Frank may be a midget but he's scary when he wants to be.

"Are you okay." Frank asked

"Yeah I'm fine." I reply as my body was about to fall

He then caught me and lifted me

"You're burning up, let's get you home."
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"Let's see pain pills, anti-depressants- wait anti-depressants why do you have those!?" Frank asked exclaiming

"My dad took me to a therapist when I was younger and I've been taking them since then. My dad couldn't afford therapy so we stopped it but I still take pills. But I ran out."

"When was the last time you took one?"

"Two days ago."

"That's why you are sick. You're withdrawing. Here these are the same but for me." Frank replied handing me a bottle

"Frank why do you have these pills too?"

"I have a past too...sadly."

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Not now maybe later."

"Okay, I love you." I replied and leaning against Frank

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