trigger warning; self harm + panic attacks
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I sat in class, Miss Jackson taught whatever the fuck were learning. I sighed and sketched, I was then passed a note that read;Meet me at the cemetery at 12:00 am sharp, see you there babygirl.
I of course already knew who it was, babygirl, and the smirking Zach threw it off.
I sighed and stuck the note in my bag...should I go? My life is already at rock bottom what could make it worse?
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Finally after three hours of sketching I mean doing work, lunch approached. I walked to the table where the guys would always sit, I miss them so much. Tomorrow they'll be back I can't wait.My thoughts were then interrupted by Zach slamming his fist on the table. I then squeaked and looked at him.
"Awh is my babygirl scared of me?"
I opened my mouth to speak but I had no courage to speak so shook my head.
"Don't worry babygirl, I'll see you tonight." He winked and walked to his cheerleaders that were practically drooling over him
I held my hands in my lap, they were clammy and my breathing started getting uneven. Not now, not here. I ran to the bathroom stalls and locked myself in one. I pulled a blade out and cut two times, immediately I felt better.
"Did you see that slut with Zach at lunch?" A girl asked
"I bet she's trying to suck his dick too." Another girl laughed
"She already sucking five other boys dicks."
"True they all so stupid."
"Well have you seen the one with short black hair his name is...Gerard I believe?"
"Oh now him he's hot."
"You should totally date him!"
"Hmmp I think I will."
Like hell she will
I then heard the door slam shut and I exited. That preppy ass bitch think she'll get close to Gerard, she has another thing coming.
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As instructed I entered the cemetery as my watch hit 12:00 am. I sighed and waited by the gate."Boo." Zach whispered
I screamed and he laughed
"That's not funny!"
"Like hell it was babygirl."
"Whatever why'd you want me here?" I asked placing a hand on my hip
"Follow me." He instructed and I did as told
He led me to a coffin ready to be placed in the ground.
"Bye babygirl." He smirked and pushed me into the coffin
He sealed it as I tried to escape. I screamed and screamed but I heard his footsteps leave.
How long would it be until I die...will I make it?
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It's been four hours and I can feel my lungs starting to burn from lack of oxygen."Violet!" Gerard screamed
Gerard? Gerard!
"Gerard!" I screamed back
I then heard footsteps approach quickly, the door of the coffin was torn off and Gerard stood there. I jumped in his arms, crying.
"Violet, shh it's okay." He cooed petting my hair
"I love you." I cried
"I love you more."
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princesses and vampires | gerard way✔
Fanfiction❝ rose red, i will make you tell the truth. ❞ 🥀 in which a teenage girl falls for a vampire contains: strong language, self harm, depressing thoughts, eating disorders, panic/anxiety attacks, suicidal thoughts, overdosing, sexual harassment, and su...