93- Trying To Get Back The Lost

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trigger warning; voices
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I sat on my bed and stared at my feet waiting for the guys to stop talking. I sighed and thought about Jacob. Where's Jacob? I took out my phone and pressed Jacob's number. It rung and rung but no one answered.

For fucks sake he's been at his friends for weeks the least he could do is call me! I swear to god he's so selfish!

You're the one who ignores him and focuses on the guys. If anything you're the selfish one.

Well...okay so you're right this time but still couldn't he call me!? I got up and stuffed my phone back into my back pocket.  I put on my converses while walking out the door. I looked up from putting my shoes on to see the guys freezing from talking and looking at me.

"What?" I asked adjusted my foot into my shoes and placing a hand on my hip

"Where are you going?" Gerard asked raising a eyebrow

"I need to talk to Jacob, he won't answer me." I sighed and headed to the door till I was turned around by Gerard

"You're not leaving without one us."

"Gerard I'm a grown woman, I can handle myself." I laughed and opened the door

"So if some creepy guys comes up to you and try to have their way with you I'll be able to know you can handle yourself?" He mocked, closing the door

"Gross but yes, I've been able to handle myself before why is it different now?" I asked and yanked the door open

"Okay what if vampires come up to you what will you do?" He asked raising his eyebrows, widening his eyes for a response

"I'll run away, easy."

"They can run faster." He smirked

"Well can they withstand pain?"

"What?" He asked as I kneed him in well his 'sensitive area' some may say

"Jesus Violet good point go get Jacob." He chuckled from the pain

"Sorry babe bye!" I exclaimed giggling the whole time to the car

Wait I called him babe...nice. I then turned on green day and drove as fast as I could or what the speed limit would let me do without getting a ticket. I finally hit Jacob's friend's house and slammed the car door shut, walking up to the front door and knocking.

"Violet?" Jacob asked he looked tired and worn out

"Yes it's me. Now get your stuff we're going home."

"No! I'm not going home just to watch you hang around them creatures and forget about me!" Jacob shouted tears threatening to fall

"Now Jacob I'm sorry how I've handled our situations but please come home with me." I pleaded

"No, goodbye." He bluntly said and slammed the door

Tears quietly fell down my face and I shuffled back to the car. I got in and headed home.

"God I screwed up!" I screamed

You are a screw up

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