princesses and vampires | gerard way✔

112- Unlock My Disappearance

"You okay princess?" Gerard asked whilst we watched TV as everyone slept in their rooms.

I was doing fucking peachy. You know with a damn shadow or fucking whatever following me. Zach wanting to-hell I don't even know. Oh and don't forget a blood thirsty vampire is following me and can kill me in my sleep. Just fucking peachy.

"Yeah I'm fine." Of course I couldn't tell him the truth, I mean I didn't want to put more stress on him.

"You sure you're going through a lot right now." He replied trying to pry the truth from me.

"Nah I'm good babe." I faked smiled.

"What's up with you calling me babe so much?" Gerard asked his eyes now connecting with the TV.

"What's up with you calling me princess so much?" I asked back raising a eyebrow.

"Hm, touché." Gerard said and got up "Now if I may princess I'm going to bed."

"I'll be there later." I said waving my hand for him to be dismissed.

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I awoke in a cold sweat and whilst my breathing became quite uneven. Another nightmare but the same one. Every night for a week I was having the same nightmare, everything was the same. Well except every night the nightmare continues longer than the last. Would telling someone probably help? Sure. Was I going to? No.

I scanned the living room, in which I fell asleep in. I saw nothing out of the ordinary. Well except a shadow-y type figure...of course.

"You don't scare me anymore." I kept repeating hoping my mind would believe this lie. I couldn't scream, the guys believed it was gone and I was better. I was not going to let them think differently.

"Oh but Violet I do scare you, the thought of me is enough to make you drop to your knees and cry. Just admit it." The shadow whispered into my ear. A familiar scent hit me, but it felt like my mind wouldn't let me think that much. Like it was trying to protect me.

"You're remembering me aren't you Violet?" He snickered.

"N-no." I stuttered.

"Just think some more...sweetie." He said and disappeared.

Sweetie. I remembered that, I couldn't think how I did. It was all so familiar and I didn't know how. It was killing me so much. He was messing with me, I thought I knew it. But little did I know all of what he did had a very huge purpose. And not one to just hurt me.