princesses and vampires | gerard way✔

110- The Worry Of Nothing

I sat in my bedroom and stared at my ceiling fan. I watched it move slowly and heard the buzz it made when it moved.

"This is a dream, nothing is real." I kept repeating this hoping it was true. Everytime I blinked, everytime I pinched myself I was still here contemplating if my brother is dead or alive, or hell a vampire.

It was hours, no sign of Mikey or Jacob. No sign of living in my brother. I had always gave him a hard time but he's what I have left. I love him, I always have. Sure I was the annoying little sisiter. I went from being clingy as hell to not wanting to even see him. It was just the way I acted.

"Violet." Frank said and knocked on the door softly. I didn't respond. I didn't want to talk to anyone, especially him. But at the same time I wanted to cry, hug, and kiss them all. I wanted to tell them all how much I loved them.

After a few knocks he came in anyways and left the door cracked. He sat by my feet and looked at his feet but kept me in his eye. "I'm sorry it was wrong of me to say all I did." Frank said and rested his forehead in his hands

I wanted to slap him, I wanted to scream at him, but I wanted to hug him, I wanted to hold on forever. Sure it's just my worrying nature kicking my ass and making me clingy. I didn't care, I wanted comfort. I jumped up and wrapped my arms around him tightly.

"I forgive you." I said squeezing my eyes letting a few previous tears go fall out. I was then snapped out of the hug by the front door opening. I opened my eyes and sprung from the hug, sprinting into the living room. There stood Mikey holding a unconscious Jacob. Then the lingering fear of my brother dead haunted my mind.

"Is he okay?" I asked afraid of the answer.

"Yes he is." Mikey smiled assuringly.

"Did he turn?" I questioned and felt a wave of relief rush over me.

"No everything is just the same, except there is a scar now placed on his neck but-" He replied but I cut him off.

"We'll match." I smiled sadly. I felt bad at the scar but he was okay, that's all that mattered. I followed Mikey into Jacob's room where he laid him down.

"Thank you Mikey." I said and gave Mikey a hug.

"No problem sweetheart, he should be awake by morning." He instructed.

"Can you tell Gerard I'm staying in here?" I asked.

"Sure thing sweetheart." He smiled and closed the door behind him.

I scooted Jacob's desk chair by him and rested my hand upon his. "Don't scare me like that ever again." I sighed and closed my eyes drifting off to deep sleep.