princesses and vampires | gerard way✔

84- The Monster Who Found Out

trigger warning; voices
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I kissed him, I kissed him. I'm a fucking whore.

Got that right

Tears fell down my face, one's that I thought would be gone for a long time. Gerard would never forgive me, I don't deserve him.

"Violet!" I heard someone scream

I whimpered and ran as fast as I could. Before I knew it I was being held and I let out a cry. I was then faced to a guilty looking Frank. I couldn't speak I just collasped on his chest as he held from falling.

"It's all my fault, Gerard's gonna hate me." I whispered

"None of this is your fault! It's all mine, I was the one who kissed you I deserve the blame. Gerard will never hate you, if anything I'm the one who will be hated by him. I'll take the blame."

"Frank no. Can't we not tell him?"

"He deserves to know Violet."

I went numb and Frank had to hold me bridal style to not let me fall. He held me until I felt okay and we walked home and I sobbed the whole time, shaking.

"It's okay." Frank assured as he opened the door

I was then met by a pissed Gerard

"So Frank would you like to explain why you were cuddling Violet!?"

"Gerard we have bigger problems than that." Frank sighed

Here we go, I wrapped my arms around me and let out a whimper.

"What do you mean?" Gerard asked

"I kissed Violet."

"You what!? You're dead!" Gerard hissed and punched Frank

I ran into the kitchen and put my hands over my ears. I let out whimpers and cries, I deserve this.

You slutty bitch

"Enough you two! What's so bad that you're letting Violet be terrified!" I heard Mikey scream

I removed my hands from my ears to hear the conversation

"He fucking kissed Violet...again!" Gerard growled

"Frank what the hell man!"

"I-I was caught in the moment."

"What could have possibly be happening to make you kiss her?"

"She brought up when I first kissed her and I had to kiss her again...I mean...sorry."

"Oh so Violet brought this upon herself?" Gerard asked and I heard his footsteps approach

I whimpered quietly and pushed myself against the counter as far as I could

"No! This is not her fault it's all mine! Don't you dare hurt her!" Frank yelled back

"Don't tell me what to fucking do Frank." Gerard hissed and entered the kitchen

I wrapped my arms around my legs against my chest and hid my face in my arms

"I-I'm s-sorry." I whimpered and whined

"V-Violet? I-I'm...oh my god I'm a monster." Gerard gasped and rushed away

I looked away to see Mikey standing there worriedly

"I'm a slut aren't I?" I asked with glossy eyes

"Violet you are not a slut. Gerard was acting out and so did Frank you did nothing."

"I kissed back though."

"So? Frank still kissed you."

I got up and rushed into Mikey's arms

"It'll be okay." He cooed petting my hair