Sirius Black- Doubts (c)

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Over the last few weeks your relationship with your boyfriend Sirius had been at times rocky. It wasn't as though you weren't completely and utterly in love with him, of course you were, how couldn't you be? However, every other girl in the school were in love with him too.

Granted he didn't give any of them a second look, but it did make you have some doubt. With the number of girls whom through themselves at him, he could have the most beautiful or the smartest girl, any of them were better than you were even in the smallest matter. Your self-esteem wasn't overly low generally, but when you began to compare yourself to every female in Hogwarts you couldn't help but think that Sirius would be so much happier without you and rather with anyone else.

As a result, you pulled away from him. You would make excuses to not spend as much time with him, to give him some space, and just hope that if he wasn't forced to spend time with you, he would be happier.

It seemed as though he was still trying to be with you, but he wasn't prying too much, or putting up much of an argument whenever you made up an excuse not until now.

You had lied to Sirius about needing to study for an upcoming exam, knowing full well that he paid no attention to when assessments were. Somehow he had made his way into the hufflepuff common room to find you curled up on one of the sofas in a blanket hiding from the world.

"This doesn't look like studying," Sirius stated dropping down onto the sofa next to you.

"Sorry," you muttered not really wanting to have to talk about your feelings, emotions were terrible things really.

He raised an eyebrow, seeming concerned as you pulled the blanket tighter around you hoping to block out the rest of the world. It might have been better if you had gotten hold of James' invisibility cloak as you would be able to actually disappear.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"Do you love me?" You questioned.

Sirius looked shocked by your question.

"Of course I love you. Why would you even ask that?"

He wrapped his arms around you and kissed your blanket covered head, due to the fact that there was barely any skin free for him to kiss due to your blanket cocoon.

"You could have any girl you wanted, but for some reason you are with me," you frowned.

Sirius allowed a laugh escape his lips as he moved your blanket away from your face so that he could peck your lips.

"Don't be stupid. I love you. I only love you. And Remus but what we have is different. Anyway back to the point. You are perfect. No one could ever compare to you, and you shouldn't doubt yourself ever," he smiled sweetly.

You couldn't help but smile at him.

"Why are you being so cheesy?" You laughed.

"You do funny things to me."

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Written by Charlotte. 

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