Heart Like Stone (Greyson Chance)

Chapter 89

December 25, 2014

    So our plan worked. Maybe a bit too well. I haven’t spoken to Greyson in two months. He just...stopped calling. I was still pregnant... obviously. 5 months. He’s a boy.

    My little Jeydon. I haven’t told Greyson. I don’t even know if he’d care anymore. He’s been seen all over the place with the blonde. I thought I’d be ok with it but after actually seeing them kiss...

    It hurt. A lot. I didn’t leave the house much, in fear of being spotted. Scratch that.. I didn’t leave the house at all. I did for a while, until my baby bump really started to get noticeable. I haven’t had many scares with him.. just a few where I couldn’t breathe at all because of horrible pains in my stomach... lets not talk about it.

    Now its Christmas. The first one I’ve spent without Greyson in 4 years. “I miss you.” was my latest tweet from this morning. I know he doesn’t care, but oh well.

    “Do a UStream!!” someone tweeted me. I sighed. why not. I thought to myself. I set it up an made sure the camera didn’t show my stomach.

    I turned my video on and watched as the views came in.

    “Hey guys,” I smiled, “Merry Christmas!”

    I read all the messages being sent through.

    “‘we missed you’ aww, I miss you guys too!” I laughed. “Where’s Greyson? No idea.” I rolled my eyes. “‘why haven’t I been talking to him? Because he doesn’t call anymore so whats the point.” I shrugged, just telling the truth. “what was it like singing with Justin Bieber? Absolutely amazing. Meeting him was incredible for me, still feels like a dream.” I smiled. “Do I still love Greyson? ...With everything I’ve got. I gotta go guys, sorry this was so short.” I sighed. I read some of the comments.. “I guess I can sing something before I go.” I shrugged, signing part of So Sick by Ne-Yo, not the full thing though.

    “Thanks for watching guys,” I smiled “Now go spend time with your families!! Merry Christmas!” I waved and turned the camera off closing the window.

    “RAAAACHEEL. THOSE KIDS ARE HERE AGAIN.” Jake called from the other room. Danny and Jamie walked in.

    “Hey!” I smiled.

    “Hey,” The said at the same time, smiling back.

    “Merry Christmas Rachel,” Daniel said, handing me a present that you could easily tell was wrapped by him. I smiled taking it in my hands.

    “Aw, thank you!”

    “Well, Open it!” Jamie smiled.

I carefully undid the badly but thoughtfully wrapped paper, and opened up a small box. I opened it up and inside was a bracelet and said ‘friends’ on it. I took it out and looked up at the boys. Each of them were holding out their left hands. Jamie had a more boyish version that said ‘Best’ while Daniel had a boyish one that said ‘Forever’.

    “Awh!!” I smiled, putting mine on. “Thank you so much!” I hugged them both, kissing their cheeks. “Man, now I feel bad! I didn’t get anything for you two!”

    “Its fine, you’re here and thats all we could really ask for.” Danny smiled.

    “And a sandwich.” Jamie added before getting elbowed in the stomach.

    “Hey stop abusing each other.” I laughed.

    “Sorry,” Daniel smiled at me.

    “So. How’s Jeydon doing?” James sat on the chair next to mine.

    “I’d say as of now he’s pretty darn good.” I smiled.

    “Thats good. No word from Greyson?”

    “No.”

    “I knew I hated that kid.” James rolled his eyes.

    “Hey, don’t.” I shook my head. “He’ll come around.”

    “You’re not going to wait for him, are you?” Danny said.

    “I kinda have to, I’m carrying his baby.”

    “I hate to admit it but she has a point.”

    “All I’m saying, is not everyone is smart enough to realize what they have.”