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Chp 85 Crazy

Edward

" Shut up, Edward." Emmet grumbled. I groaned and got up from the floor. " What would you do of Rosalie is out of town?" I asked them, challenging. " Call her." Jasper and him answered together. " If she's busy?" I asked again. " Play video games." they answered unison. I shook my head and sighed. " Just a few hours. A few hours." I said to myself.

Jasper placed his controller down and shoved my shoulder. " C'mon, let's get you mind off. "

" Yeah. Move. Let's go." Emmet grabbed his jacket and we left.

" Why are we here?" I yelled. They grinned at me. " Have fun!" Jasper smirked and ordered some tequilas from the bartender. The blasting music hurt my ears but I got ove it quickly and joined the boys for some drinks. " Hey boys. Mind if we join you guys?" a girly voice asked from behind and I turned around, and saw two dark hard girl and a blond girl wearing mini skirts and short tops, showing their ample assets.

" No." Emmet grinned and they came closer toward us, one sitting on Em's laps and a blond flirting with Jazz. " Let's dance!" one of the dark hair girl pulled me to the dance floor and she shake her body to the music. " What's your name?" she asked loudly. " Edwin. " I don't want to reveal my real name. That's insane. " I'm Brianna! " she wriggled her eyebrows at me and I smiled weakly at her. Slowly, she put her hands on my shoulder after making me wrapping her waist with my hands. I sighed and danced. We all drank and enjoyed ourselves.

Bella

" In a hurry to met your husband?" Brad teased me. " Of course. " I grinned in excitement and nearly bounced off my seat. " Stay still, girl. I swear I won't give you any sugar from now on." Mar laughed. " We're here" I squealed and hopped off the limo. Brad helped me with the luggage and they drove away, leaving, me on the porch. I pushed the doorbell more than I used too and peeked in the dark room. " Hello? Anybody home?" I asked. Where could they be? Oh right, it's Friday. Alce's shopping day so maybe she dragged them away. I shrugged and stuck my hands to my pockets.

I became bored and decided to visit the library in Port Angeles.

" Damn, move!" I cursed, hitting the stirring wheel and glanced at the heavy traffic again. I sighed and parked my car beside the road and walked to the library just few blocks away. I got down from the seat and grabbed my hoodie. The quiet night was destroyed my blasting sounds coming out of a club. Suddenly, I saw a man with messy hair, arms hooking into a raven black haired girl, walking out of the room. He reminded me of Edward, I smiled a bit to myself. He's drunk. So drunk and I knew what's gonna happen after that. I passed by the couple and stole a glance at the boy. Green eyes with bronze sex hair. I stopped my tracks and turned around and saw their backs. That couldn't be Edward... No. I ran to their front and stopped them.

" Edward!" I yelled, eyes widen at his drunk face. He looked up, a goofy grinned spreading across his face. " Hey! Another babe! Whata bout a... Threesome? Awe-some!" he swayed around. The girl in his arms grinned and slapped his chest playfully.

" C'mere." Edward pulled me. I pushed his hands away. " Stay away from me. Edward! I'm Bella! Your wife!" I shouted at his face. He stopped smiling and looked at me then the slut, me then the hooker. " No. You're not.... Bri Bri here is my wife! " he plastered a silly grin on his face and the 'Bri Bri' sickly giggled. My heart sank to the deepest of the ocean.

" Bri Bri is sexy and feisty. Not like you... All.. C-covered up!" he grabbed the girl's face and kissed her cheek soundly and looked back at me. I felt stabbed by broken glasses and my heart shattered to pieces. I noticed my finger where my engagement ring sat twitched.

" Edward! There you are!" the door opened and closed and Ememt and Jasper rushed to us. " Oh hey, Bella." Jasper blinked at me. My vision became blurry then I knew I was crying. I glared at Edward and pulled off my ring fiercely. " Take your stupid rings back!" I screamed and threw them to his face and turned around and ran as fast as I could, never looking back. I finally reached my car and started the engine, ignoring Jasper's hands hitting my window, I drove away.

" Hey mom, dad." I smiled weakly at them and stepped in the house. Their smiles fell as they saw me. " Bella! Why are you crying?" Esme ran to me but I pushed her away. " No, nothing." I smiled and ran upstairs, bumping into Alice in the hallway. " Hey-what's wrong?" she asked, grabbing my shoulders. I shrugged the away and ran to the attic. I flicked opened the lights and pushed the window opened and the wind hit my face. I tied my hair into a messy bun and climbed out of the window. Slowly, I placed myself on the top of the house or rooftop. I saw trees and nothing. Yeah I live in a stupid forest. I sat there, crying my heart out until I saw the gates opened.

" Gosh you are heavy." I heard Jasper grunted as Emmet and him carried him out of the car. I turned away, not looking at his face before breaking down again. After a few minutes they went in, I saw the lights of the house were off and knew they're asleep.

Let it go, Bella.

Something trapped in my throat for a long time and I wanted to let go. I opened my mouth wide and took a deep breath before screaming. It felt good. Really really good. I laughed to myself and stood up and yelled again. I laughed loudly as the pressure was been chased away. I climbed off the house, thanks to my climbing tricks Emmet had taught me and dropped myself on the greeny grass of the forest. I opened my phone ad turned on flashlight mode and scanned the forest. I walked carefully inside the forest without tripping once and stopped myself when I saw the house disappeared behind me.

Grinning, I yelled, screamed out the words I never been able to say. I spent the night in the attic, writting songs that came to me while screaming.

" Let it go. Let it go, scream all the way.." I scrunched my nose when I took no rhythm from the tune. I hummed again and poked my pen into my messy bun. " Let it go. Let it go, turn my back... And cheat on me." I huffed and my heart clenched at the thought if him. I shook my head an tried again. " Let it go, let it go, turn my back and...slam the door..." I breathed. " Perfect!" I heard someone laughed and I turned my back and saw Rose, standing beside the stairs pole in her pink robe.

" Hey Rose." I smiled. " How do you know I'm here?" I asked.

" How do I know?" She scoffed and sat beside me. " after all your singing and screaming, I have to awake." She rolled her eyes. I blushed. " Sorry."

" 'S okay. Great song anyway." She peered over my shoulder and saw my notes. " yeah." I laughed softly and picked them up. " Sing it." She commanded, sitting up.

I pick my keyboard up an started playing a small tune .

"Let it go,

Let it go,

Can't hold you back anymore.

Let it go,

Let it go,

turn my back and slam the door.

The forest trees green on the mountain tonight

Not a man to be seen,

A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm a queen,

The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside.

Couldn't keep in, heavens knows I tried.... That's all I got, Rosalie. " I sighed.

" That's amazing, Bella. I never saw how a singer makes music! It's beautiful! " she smiled, then slowly it faded. " I knew what happened to you and Edward."

Everything slurred around when I thought 'bout him. Everything tumbles and far apart.

" yeah?" I asked, unsure. " it will be okay. He loves you-"

" and he hang around with hookers while I was away. " I cut her off. " That's not true, he had been and insane, brooding man again while you are away." she put a hand on my shoulder. I dipped my head. " Okay. I said my piece, I need my beauty sleep." She yawned and got up. " Good night Rose." I smiled. " Night?" She snorted. " Good morning, Isabella." She laughed and walked down the stairs. Confused, I glanced at the open windows and saw the little sun peeking out of the tall forest trees. I sighed. Spending time with my music is my personal heaven. I don't want it to end. Yawning, I got up, spreading my papers and walked downstairs to one of the guest room and fell asleep.

Fate's just playing with you, silly Isabella.