Bella's POV
We were alone in our apartment after the rest of the gang went to play Paintball.
" Baby. We are alone." Edward said lustfully.
" Uh-huh. I nodded and kissed him.
He kissed me back. Not breaking the kiss, he cradled me into the boy's room.
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He crawled on top of me and untied my dress and threw it to a direction that I don't care.
He unhooked my bra and his lips went back to mine. I unbuttoned his shirt and he shrugged out
of it.
He cupped my breast and moaned. " God, you are going to murder me."
I giggled and pushed his trousers to his knees where he handed it himself.
He stripped ,my undergarments off and bowed his head to lick my part. I moaned.
" Oh! Ah, Edward."
He came back to me and caused his friend to came in. I whimpered.
" Sorry, baby. I am so sorry." he hugged me.
" Just... Let me adjust. " I choked out and squirmed. Then flashbacks. Flashbacks of Ben raping
me.
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I cringed and shoved Edward. He was shocked and quickly parted away.
I curled myself into a ball protectively and whimpered.
Edward immediately got it and pulled covers over my naked body.
" Bella. Baby, I am so sorry. " he apologized without touching me. He dressed himself. He was
about to pick me up but I flinched away from his hands.
" It's me, Bella. Edward. I am not going to hurt you. Please, Bella." he nearly died from my pain.
My head between my knees, I cried.
I could feel him picking me up and cradled me in his protective arms.
" That son of a motherfucker." he cursed and growled angrily.
I whimpered and he cooed me, soothed me.
" I- am... Sor...Ry, Edward. I didn't mean to..." I choked put the words.
" Sh... Baby. It's not your fault. "
I looked up and saw pain, worry and anger enlarged in his eyes.
I hurt him, I hurt Edward.
" Sh... Baby. You didn't hurt me, love."
I said that out loud, didn't I?
I had to get over this. I got up from Edward's arms and dressed myself from shakey fingers.
" Don't... Tell anyone, okay?" I practically begged. He smiled and nodded just as the door was
Opened widely.
" Bellykins and Eddieboo! We are back!"
" That's Emmett." I sighed.
Rosalie flicked on the radio and Lady Gaga's song came out.
" RAH RAH OOOH LALA OH MA MAMAMA,
GAGA OOHLALA BAD ROMANCE!" Emmett started singing loudly.
" SHUT UP!" Ali screamed.
" I am going out for some fresh air." I announced, snatching my keys and walked out of the
apartment.
I founded a bench outside the Uni park and buried my head in my hands.
" Bella? " a silky voice called out.
" Hey. Why are you out here?" I asked her, as she sat beside me.
" Accompany you and getting out of Em's hollers. " she laughed a bit.
" What's wrong? " she asked, serious.
" Dont even think about lying, Isabella. I knew you when we were infants." Rosalie warned.
" Yeah. That annoying bitch who irritates me when I don't know go to play piano when we were
3years old. " I laughed. She joined me,
" So, what's wrong?"
I sighed. " Edward and I was about to have sex but I had flashbacks of the rape. And I stopped. I
pushed him away from my glass box, Rose. I saw pain in his eyes, I am pushing him away. I am
hurting him all along from the rape day and I didn't know."
Rose hugged me. I continued talking as she let me. We stared at the bright white moon and I
poured out my feelings to her.
" Bella. You are not pushing him away. He's hurt to see you in pain, darling. It's not your fault that
you were raped. " she hugged me, rocking us.
" I know. But deep in his heart, I am hurting him."
" Hurting is ego alright." she chuckled. I looked at her.
" I just found out that when the Cullen men had their egos bruised, they can't face the reality,
world or anything." Rosalie explained.
" The Cullen men is..." I pushed my lips together.
" Funny "
" Cute."
" Caring."
" Protective morons." we laughed as she rolled her eyes.
" and I think they have inherited some of their ancestors's genes, man! They all looked hot!" we
laughed together loudly.
" We should find out how handsome their grandfathers look." Rosalie giggled.
" It's a gift that we had found them together." I smiled.
" indeed." she nodded.
I checked my phone.
" Come on, it's late." We stood up, stretching.
" Rose! Bella!" Alice screamed as she jumped on as when we got in.
" Woah! What's wrong?" I laughed.
" Emmett and the boys kept torturing me with they ' pretty voices'!"
I glared at Edward who gave me an innocent look.
I rolled my eyes and laughed.
" Well, Rose and I Just came back and we wanted to hear it." I said smugly.
" Enlighten us." Rose added.
They started singing Eminem's raping.
" GOSH, IT SUCKS," I yelled over their screaming.
The girls nodded and we cupped our ears.
Well, al our nights was like this, screaming, pillow fights.
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