Heartbreak Girl

HG14. "Marami namang nagmamahal sa'yo."

Chapter Fourteen.

(play Sunburn by Ed Sheeran ->)

"A-anong ginagawa mo dito?" I asked, slightly shaking due to the hard sobs from my chest moments ago.

"Hindi ba't ako dapat ang magtatanong nyan? Past 6 na, Kath. Madilim na. What are you doing in here?" Jon calmly asked.

You're not her, though I try to see you differently.

"Please, leave me alone." I harshly stated.

I tow the line. You see, I'm searching for what used to be my whole world.

"I have every chance in this world in leaving you right now. But look at you, so fragile and obviously struggling. I think you need a friend right now, Kath."Jon stated.

"Paano mo ito n-nagagawa?" I asked, stuttering.

"Ano? Ito? Yung laging andyan para sa iyo kapag umiiyak ka? Nasasaktan ka? At kailangan mo ng kaibigan sa tabi mo?" he asked, I nodded. "Hindi ko rin alam. Kapag nakikita kitang ganyan, ayaw kitang lapitan. Kasi alam kong naiirita ka na sa akin. Pero hindi ko mapigilan, kahit anong pagtitimpi kong lumapit sa iyo, hindi ko magaw." Jon explained.

I've moved far away from you, and I want to see you here beside me, dear. But things aren't clear.

Hindi na ako makapagsalita. All I could do is sob and bury my face into my hands.

Jon slowly held the side of my head and leaned it into his shoulder. Hindi ko na napigilan, I clunged myself into his shoulder and buried my face in his chest.

When we never even tried, we never even talked, we never even thought in the long run. Whenever it was painful, whenever I was away. I'd miss you, I miss you.

"Ang unfair, Jon. Ginawa ko naman lahat lahat ha? Kahit ano, ginagawa ko para sa kanya. Pero bakit hindi niya ako magawang ibigin? Ano bang mayroon sa kanya na wala sa akin?" I asked, still sobbing.

"Kath, shhh." Jon hushed me as he rubbed my back soothingly.

"Jon? Pangit ba ako?" I suddenly asked, looking up to his eyes. Jon smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Kapag sinagot ko yang tanong mo, will you believe me?" he asked.

"It depends on your answer." sagot ko naman.

I've moved far away from you, and I want to see you here beside me, dear. But things aren't clear.

Huminga nang malalim si Jon and lifted my chin.

"You're the one of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life Kath, next to my mom. You have everything that a guy like me is looking for." Jon paused for a bit before continuing.

"Your tantilizing eyes, they brighten up my day whenever I see them." Jon stated as he wiped the tears on my eyes.

"At itong cheeks na ito, kahit medyo siopai, ang cute cute pa rin." He pinched my cheeks and wiped the stain of tears.

"And your nose. Ang tangos tangos." he pinched my nose.

"Your hair, kahit anong ayos, maganda pa rin." sabi niya at hinaplos ang buhok ko.