A/N-If you haven't realized....Vikklan, Ministar and Minizerk are my OTP's..... Have this late night terrible one shot xD
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TW: SAD AND DEPRESSING CONTENT.
Vikk's POV
"Heyyy Vikk!" Lachlan smiles over at me.
I've been having such a bad day, i don't want to talk to anyone, even my own boyfriend.
"I don't wanna talk right now" I mumble. "Com'on Vikky!" He whines.
I'm not physically or mentally stable right now and i want to be left alone.. Ugh.
"I don't feel well right now." I sigh. He sighs in the slightest bit and turns me towards him.
"Vikk what's wrong?" He asks, voice now small.
"I don't want to talk about it." I sigh, turning away and looking down.
"Vikk, love. Com'on." He sadly says. "Just depression.." I whisper, half hoping he wouldn't hear me.
"Why?" He asked. "I wish i knew." I shrugged.
"Well, i mean... You choose to be depressed for a reason so you must know..?" He says, saying it like it's nothing.
"You think i actually choose to be this way?" I ask, shocked at what he said.
"Well yeah, you choose to be happy and you choose to be depressed so?" He explained.
"You think i choose to be like this? You think i choose to be sad all the time with no explanation? You think i choose to have no motivation for anything and everything? You think i actually want to be this way?" I ask, tears making their way down my cheeks.
"Vikk, no. I didn't mean it that way!" He cries, pulling me into a hug.
I push back, tears falling quickly.
"Clearly you did." I whisper, pulling away from his grasp as much as i could only to be pulled back by Lachlan.
"Vikky. Love. I didn't mean it that way! I promise you." He says, pulling me into his chest.
I cry harder, fully breaking down.
"Shh. It's alright. Shh Vikk." He comforts. I grip the back of his shirt, tears staining his shirt.
I pull back and look at where i had my head.
"I-i'm sorry." I apologize. He looks at his shirt and shrugs.
"I can wash it Vikk." He smiles.
"Do you want to talk about what's been going on?" He asks.
I shake my head no and lean back on his chest as she sways back and forth.
Sobs come crashing out of my lungs causing it to be hard to breathe and making him hold me tighter.
"Lets go to bed lovely." He whispers, pulling me up into a cradle.
I snuggle into his chest and wrap my arms around his neck.
He makes his way up the short set of stairs and enters our room.
He lays me gently on the bed. I pull off my sweater slowly, my shirt following.
Lachlan follows the same steps as i do, only to pull me into his arms after we lay under the warm blankets.
My face is cuddled into his chest as his chin is on the top of my head.
Sobs still rack my body as tears rush down my face
"Close your eyes, lay your head down" He hums softly.
"Now it's time to sleep" He sings, trailing his hands up and down my back.
"May you find great adventure as you lie and dream" He sings ever so softly, running his fingers through my hair.
"If you're scared of the darkness, I will calm your fear" He whispers, smile noticeable in his voice.
My cries settle down to whimpers and hiccups.
"There's a light in the hallway, So you know I'm here" He whispers, drawing little patterns on my back.
"So count your blessings every day. It makes the monsters go away" He whispers as i fall asleep slowly.
"And everything will be okay"He says, lips pressed to my forehead for a second or two.
"You are not alone. You are right at home...Goodnight." He finishes off as my eyes close shut.
"Goodnight beautiful." He whispers, placing a chaste kiss on the top of my head.
I fall into deep sleep with Lachlan right there for me.
