TW:SAD AND DEPRESSING CONTENT.
THIS WARNING IS FOR ALL PARTS.
Vikk's POV
Coldness. That's all i could feel.
The wind brushing against my thin sweater, making its way to my skin.
The emptiness of my chest knowing the one i love found out how much I don't want to be here.
The coldness brought by the soundless house i live in.
It was all okay, no one knew.
I had broken a mirror and used the shards on my thin wrist. It was all okay, until Lachlan had found out.
I had taken a bite of my food, sleeve rolling down and showing the bright red lines. I was scared, of how he would react and how the others may find out.
I knew Lachlan wasn't like that and he wouldn't tell them unless it either got worse or i wanted to tell them.
We were all going out to breakfast, all of the six pack members.
It was rare to have us all together unless it was a pack event or call, but even then hard to come by.
The seating was a bit different. Mitch was driving up in the front with rob. Preston and Jerome were in the middle, even though its a three person spot. Then Lachlan and I in the back seats.
It has only been less then a day since Lachlan had found out, so they were still somewhat fresh. It was painful to do anything at all, but i had to continue on for my friends and fans.
I was nervous, the sleeves on my sweatshirt were a bit short, so one simple movement of my arms could easily show my wrists.
It was so scary to even think that they could possibly find out what i had done. Lachlan can see the obvious look of anxiety on my face, so he puts his hand on my thigh.
We've been best friends for a while, so of course he knew this was something that could easily calm me down quickly.
I smiled up at him and he did the same back. "Wait are we going to this one?" Lachlan asked anyone who was listening, pointing out the window.
"Yes sir." Mitch said. I shake my leg out of anxiety, knowing it was this restaurant and how close it was made me really anxious.
Lachlan had softly drawn shapes on my thigh, calming my down a ton. I could calm myself down slowly before anyone else noticed which was a very good thing.
We all got out of the car together and walked into the restaurant. I knew that i liked what they had here, i was excited to eat and be with my friends.
We sit down at our big table that we usually go to and order our drinks. Lachlan sat next to me of course; i would of freaked out if he didn't.
We order our food and drinks and start having our own little conversations.
-Time Skip-
"But honestly, why don't we start doing more full pack videos?" Mitch suggested. We all kind of hummed in agreement, as we knew our fans would love that.
We continue on talking about ideas for the videos.
"Whats written on your wrist Vikk?" Preston asked. "W-what?" I stutter as my face goes red. "Lemme see!" Jerome said, pulling my arm slightly.
"What its nothing." I mumble, pulling my arms closer to me. Mitch grabs my arm, obviously a lot stronger then me.
"No" I say to him, trying to pull away. "Oh come on let m-" He stops in his speech.
They all had seen my arm, what they thought was writing was much much worse.
It was silent. Very lonely. Almost empty like.
The rest of the dinner was very quiet, it was nerve racking. We finished, only small murmurs of conversations among us.
Of course it was weird and quiet, they had all found out my secret and it wasn't a good one. I was slowly on the verge of a panic attack and i didn't know what to do.
It was scary and i was scared.
Finally we were all ready to get up and go home. I was nervous, i knew there was gonna be a long talk about what had just happened because that's just how the boys are.
Lachlan and I were both in the same position as before, but this time, my hand in his. I was nervous as all hell and he was definitely keeping me grounded.
We didn't turn down our normal road to our house, we kept going straight, none of the others mentioning anything out of normal.
"W-where are we going?" I asked, almost in a whisper from nerves. "You'll see. Just sit back" Preston deadpanned.
I was even more nervous, what if they were taking me to the hospital?
An insane asylum?
A therapist???
What was happening?
I got super sleepy all of a sudden and Lachlan placed my head on his shoulder just ask i passed out.
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I have a part two in mind. Lemme know if you'd like to see it?
