Vikk's POV.
I miss you.
no.
I scratch that statement out of my blue journal so hard I ripped the paper. I don't miss you, I don't miss him. He hurt me and left me to rot in this dark and lonely house. All the bright summer days are gone, filled with the dark void of the winter nights. All the blue skies are now turned to the darkness of storm clouds overhead.
It rained. It rained a lot these past few days, or maybe it just felt that way as my emotions took over me. My bed has been a soft mess with pillows and blankets tear stained from the days that have passed. I felt empty now, as if all this darkness has overtaken my soul. As if on que, I hear the soft patter of the rain hit my windows with speed.
This was going to be a long night, full of thoughts and loneliness. I drag my body out of my bland bedsheets, throwing them to the right of my body and swinging my legs out. As I push myself up, I swiftly grab my book next to my bed and my tea. I make my way over to the small indent in the window, a seat made for looking out the window while relaxing. I sit myself on the right side, lifting my legs to balance on the left side.
The rain gets harder every second, almost sounding dangerous. Outside looked how i felt right now, dangerous. I do miss him, I miss the smell of his hair spray, the warmth of his hugs. I miss all that you could ever miss about a person.
I felt like i was broke, like the rain on my window is slowly breaking away at my heart bit by bit. We were so good, so so good together. I don't understand how we fell out, how we let go of what we had together because what we had was perfect.
Tears slowly make their way down my cheek, leading a path down my chin. I shakily wiped it away and dried my hand on my sleeve. I don't want to go, I don't want to have to leave all those memories and feelings behind.
I know I have too, that these rainy days need to turn sunny have to happen at some point.
It's like something in my head snapped, as if everything in the world just made sense to me. The rain stopped. The patter of the drops no longer shook my body and hurt my heart. The dark skies went away, my eyes opened up even wider than before, feeling clear. The sky was filled full of fluffy white clouds that danced around with the birds and planes in the sky. The soft wisp of the wind as the birds chirp to each other.
It was clear, no more storms. I felt a sense of relaxation come over me as I straightened my back slightly and pressed my fingers to the cold window pane. I felt okay for the first time after all these weeks. I pick myself up from the window seat and throw on a light sweater. Running down the stairs, I avoid all the obstacles on the stairs so I don't trip. I turn left at the end of the steps, slipping my shoes on very quickly and swinging open the door.
I take a deep breath of the fresh air that fills my house. It was like a dream that I wasn't waking up from. No more storms for me, only sunny days from now on.
