Vikk's POV
I don't get it. We're together. We're dating. I tell him that i love him, i kiss him and hug him. Yet he still doesn't do the same.
He seems almost distant. As if there's a glass wall between us, you can see the other, but can't do anything.
It's hard, because when i ask him if he loves me he says yes, but won't actually say it.
"Hey Vikk" A voice snaps me out of my trance. Josh walks into the kitchen. "Hey Josh" I mumble, laying my head down on my arms.
"What's up with you?" He asked. "Nothing." I frown. Josh looks at me for a second, followed by sighing and sitting in front of me.
"Vikk" Josh stated. "Josh." I say back. "What's wrong?" He asked again. I look down, tears threatening to fall.
"I-it's nothing." I stutter. "I know it's something. I can tell." Josh says softly. "Do you think Simon still loves me?" I ask. Josh looks surprised by my question.
"Of course he does Vikk. Why wouldn't he?" He said. "He's been distant. Acting like we are only really good friends" I frown, a tear slipping down my cheek.
Josh gets up, walking over to me. "Vikk..." He trails off. Tears steadily fall down my cheeks as Josh pulls me into a hug.
"Talk to him about it." He suggests. "Yeah. I-I think that's smart" I breathe deeply. He lets me go, pulling back a bit and smiling at me. "You'll be okay" He reassures me.
I smile at him and nod. He gets up and goes to his room. I know i should talk to him, but i just can't bring myself to do it. I stand up and walk up the stairs.
I walked slowly towards Simon's door, deciding i should say something. I knock a little harder than normal.
"Come in!" He calls out. I open the door and see him at his computer. "Hey Vikk." He smiles. I timidly walk into his room, closing the door behind me.
"You okay?" He asked. "Do you love me?" I blurted out. "W-why do you ask that Vikk?" He stutters, giving me full attention.
"I-it's just that you've been really distant lately an-" "Why are you asking Vikk. We're together. You know this." He says, standing up.
"I-I know..But it seems like you don't like me anymore.. " I whisper. "You know I do." He says, putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you love me." I say. He looks me in the eyes, but keeps his mouth shut.
"That's what i thought" I mutter, heartbroken. "Vikk please." He pleaded.
" Bye Simon." I frown. I knew he didn't love me.
This was all just unrequited love.
