Shit 498 word one shot which didn't turn out how i wanted it to xD BAI
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Josh's POV
I walk down the cold pavement as the cooling wind blows through my short hair.
I stuff my hands into my pockets to keep them warm. I look down at my feet and when i look back up I was shocked.
"Simon?" I call out to the tall blonde. He turns my way, clarifying that it was in fact him. "Oh Uh hi Josh.." He mumbles. He looks around, everywhere but me.
"How have you been? I haven't seen you in a while.." I ask. "I've been okay i guess." He mutters.
"How's the family? I haven't seen them since forever." I ask again, trying to make small talk. "Good." He says.
He had his guard up. He didn't want to get hurt again. And knowing I was the reason he got hurt the first time, this hurt me even more.
"Look Simon, I'm so-" "It's fine." He interrupts. I gaze at the distracted boy in front of me.
I haven't seen him since that night, where i made the biggest mistake of my life.
-Flash Back-
"Josh what the hell?!" Simon yells. I hold my head in my hands. "You think I wouldn't see you with someone else?! Did you think I'd never find out!?" He yells even louder.
"Look Si, I-" "Don't don't Si me! What the fuck were you thinking?!" He cries. "Maybe i just don't love you anymore!!" I yell. He looks like he just saw a ghost.
He takes a step back. "You-You don't mean that" He whispers, truly broken. "I do. Bye Simon." I spat and walked past him.
-Flash Back Over-
"I am truly sorry." I whisper. I try to grab his arm, but he just takes a step back.
"It's fine." He mutters. "I can't stop thinking about it. I made the biggest mistake of my life Si. Please, please forgive me" I plead. He takes a deep breath and finally looks me in the eyes.
"Please?" I whisper. He shakes his head no and walks past me. I turn to face the boy who walked away ever so painfully. "Simon..I still love you" I whisper, tears now falling.
-Third Person POV-
Josh slowly took in what had happened. He now knows how Simon felt that dreaded night. He got his heart torn out of his chest and smashed into a million pieces.
That memory will be burned into the two's minds for a very long time. Josh drags his feet, walking back to his house as the tears rush down his face. As that night replayed in his mind, he walked through his door throwing off his shoes and coat.
Multiple remarks from his 2 roommates were thrown at him "Josh what's wrong?" JJ questioned. "You good mate?" Vikk asked. Josh ignored all of them and went to his room.
He curled up in his bed, visions of Simon clouding his mind. Knocks were heard from outside his door but the poor boy didn't budge once. Both of the boys are truly Broken.
