WARNING: MENTIONS OF GUNS, DEATH, THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE AND JAIL. IF ANY OF THIS IS TRIGGERING, PLEASE DON'T READ!!!!!!
Lachlan's POV
They sent me to a mental hospital. I stopped eating, sleeping and slowly went insane.
I was no longer allowed to stay in jail, as my mental and physical well being got too bad.
I was put on suicide watch and couldn't leave my room without someone with me. I didn't want to live without Vikk in my life.
I couldn't live without him. He was my everything.
"Was I really Lachy?" He spoke, right inside my head. "Yes Vikky" I mumble to myself.
"Was I really? If i was, you would have taken that bullet for me?" He whispers, venom dripping from his tongue.
This usually triggered a panic attack to the point i have to get sedated.
"I'm sorry" I mumble, covering my ears. "No you're not. You're happy I'm dead, aren't you? You don't have to take care of me." He says, pure hatred in his voice.
"No I'm not. I wish it was me. Not you. You deserve to live." I mumble, starting to shake harshly.
"Sure you do Lachlan. You wanted me dead. That's why you let me die. It's all your fault." He continued.
This is when the visions of him started, only slowly, him walking back and forth in my room. He paced back and forth, the noise of his shoes slowly getting to me.
I could see the bullet hole in his chest making me shiver.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry" I mumble to him, tears forming in my eyes.
"No you're not!" He yelled at me. "Go kill yourself." He says as he glares at me.
"W-What?" I stutter. It's never been this bad. "You heard me. Go do it." He says, getting really close to my face.
I feel my breath stop as he stares deeply into my eyes, anger filling them. "Please no.." I cry, putting my head into my hands.
"Do it. You know you want to. Keep the pills they give you then take them all at once." He says, smirking and rubbing his hands together.
"Please.. No..." I whimper, shaking hard.
"Go to sleep Lachlan. I'll see you in the morning" He says as my whole world turns to black.
-Time Skip-
It's been a few weeks, I've been saving up my pills and hiding them.
Vikk has been getting more loving lately. I knew he just wanted to see and be with me. I had to go to him.
"Lachlan. Here's your pills" My nurse says, handing me a cup of pills and water.
I pretend to take them, putting them in the sides of my mouth.
"Goodnight. Lights out in 10." She says and i nod.
Once she leaves, i spit them out, dry them off and put them under my pillow. Slowly all the lights in the hall went out, meaning it was bedtime.
Perfect.
I slip my hand under my pillow, taking the pills out and putting them in my mouth, keeping them as dry as possible.
"Nurse? I need to go to the bathroom" I say. "Okay Lachlan, let me just check your pockets." She says, checking through my pockets finding nothing of course.
"Good, lets go." She says and i nod back. We get to the bathroom. "I'll be outside the door." She says as i enter.
I take a gulp of water and swallow all the pills in my mouth. I flush the toilet and wash my hands.
"Alright back to bed." She says, leading me to my room.
I lay down in bed, feeling the numbness take over me.
I fall into a deep sleep with no hope of waking up.
-=-
"Lachlan?" Vikk calls out to me.
White everywhere, almost blinding.
"Vikky?" I say, hush voice scared of him hurting me.
"Oh Lachy, How I've missed you" He smiles, pulling me into a hug.
"I missed you more Vikky" I smile, tear slipping from my eye. "Thank you for coming to me" He says, looking up at me.
"I'd do anything for you Vikky sticky. After all, you are my everything" I smile at him, ruffling his hair.
"I love you Lachy" He smiles.
"I love you too Vikky" I kiss him.
I'm happy.
