-=ALCOHOL/DRUNK WARNING=-
Vikk's POV
His face was pale. Almost lifeless.
He looked like he had a lot on his mind, sitting across from me looking out the window.
"Simon love?" I ask, moving my hand to his. He pulls away, giving me a cold emotionless look. "Simon whats wrong?" I asked, getting a tiny bit closer.
"I-I'm sorry.." he stutters. That's not like him at all to stutter, hes a clear speaker.
Tears fell down his cheeks, and i instinctively brushed them away. He froze in my touch and stared into my eyes.
"Simon...?" I trail off. His face fell, eyes looking down and lifeless. "Vikk. I'm sorry." He said in detached way.
"Why love? What happened? Are you okay??" I question him, trying to bring his eyes to mine.
"I cheated on you." He said, cold-blooded and harsh.
"W-what?" I question, sitting back a bit. "I-I cheated. I slept with another girl" He repeated himself.
You know that feeling you get when you get called on in class and don't know the answer? That's what i feel right now.
"Oh" I respond, numbly. I get up slowly, walking away into my room.
Guess i wasn't the one and only like he's always told me.
-Time Skip-
Been weeks. I've gotten weaker from lack of exercise, food and any other basic human need.
Staring at the ceiling became a hobby of mine, i was amazing at it.
I've touched my phone maybe twice in the past two weeks, scared that i might see Simon and his new "girl".
I was hurting, very badly actually. Josh has tried to check in on me a very times, but i usually just ignored him.
A soft knock came from my door. Too tired to say or do anything, i just ignored it and let them do what they'd like.
"Vikk?" Josh said. I made a knocking noise on my wall, hopefully signaling for him to come in.
It worked because he walked through the door, the guilty look in his eyes.
"How're you feeling today? I brought you some ice cream and water." He said, setting down what seems to be a bowl and a glass on my bedside table.
It was pretty dark in my room so it was hard to distinct anything other then noises and shapes of things. "Mhm" I reply, looking away from him.
"Okay Vikk. Get ready soon. We're going out." He said, clearly being a statement not a question. "Josh not to-" He stopped me by huffing.
"I said we're going out Vikk. Simple. Be ready in an hour." He said, leaving my room without my reply.
I signed, sitting up slowly because of how weak i was. Guess i don't get a choice in this situation.
I make my way to the dresser and put on some clothes, black hoodie and black jeans.
-Time Skip-
Music.
Dancing.
Beer.
Josh had taken me to a bar to get over Simon. It was impossible to do that, mainly when all i see is couples grinding against each other.
I drank the night away. Beer after beer, shot after shot.
I drank until i couldn't anymore. Josh had to carry me out to the car, as he had only one or two while he tried to stop me from drinking so much.
It honestly felt really good to drink the night away. To get drunk and not have a care in the world.
Instead of turning to go home, he went the other way. I was too tired to ask him why, so i slept in the passengers seat.
-Time Skip bc I'm lazy-
Hour later, about 1:43am.
We had stopped, and Josh was out leaning on the hood of the car. I rubbed my eyes, headache setting in.
In the cup holders, i noticed a glass of water and some medicine to help with my hangover. I take it and step out of the car slowly.
"J-Josh?" I stutter. He instantly runs to my side, holding me up. "Take it easy now." He said, setting me on the hood of the car, but sitting on it.
"Why'd you take me to a bar? To get me drunk?" I asked.
"I mean, it helped didn't it? Felt good to forget about everything for a few hours and get out of the house" He said, looking up in the sky.
Only then did i notice how pretty the sky was right now. The stars, probably a good million plus more out there. We sat in silence for a while, taking in the view.
"Thank you." I mumble to him. "You're welcome. Forget him,okay?" He said. "Wish it was that easy Josh" I frowned.
"It can be. Find someone else. Of course only if you actually like them. Don't play them" He said.
"Josh." I say. He looks at me, turning around.
"Vikk." He replied.
I moved closer, to his face and body. He looked stunning right now. Hair pushed to the side and eyes shinning.
"Thank you." I whisper, not ruining this moment. I threw myself into his chest, wrapping my arms around him and burying my face into his chest.
"You're always welcome." He mumbled into my ear, holding me close. "Could you um." I started, pulling away slightly.
"Continue" He said, rubbing my back softly. "Sleep with me tonight? N-Not in a d-dirty way. Uh just so i uhh" I stutter madly.
"Of course Vikky." He smiled. "Lets go home now yeah? Sleep off this drunken state of yours. Although, i think i might get you drunk more often" He smirked at me.
"Oh god. What did i do?" I face palm.
"You'll see later." He blew a kiss at me, hopping into the car.
