Love and Desire(#5)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Nadine

Noong nag-aaral pa kami ni Kier, mabilis ang bawat galaw nito. Papasa na rin siyang sundalo kapag nagkataon. Pero hindi ako nasabihan na mabilis din ang galaw nito pagdating sa kama. Matapos ko siyang pakitaan kanina ay heto na kami at parehong nakahubad sa ibabaw ng kama niya. He's kissing me slowly as his hands are gently caressing my whole body.

"Are you really sure about this?" He asked me before he went down to my breast. He teased my nipples by licking them and I arched my back to give him full access.

"Tanga ka ba? Maghuhubad ba ako kung hindi ako sigurado?" I answered with full of sarcasm. Tumigil ito at tumingin sa'akin kaya napamura ulit ako. "Bakit ka ba tumigil?!" Singhal ko sa kanya.

Bwisit. Parang ako lang ang may gusto nito.

"For fuck's sake Nadie, hindi ito laro." He told me seriously. I smirked then make a pose on his bed.

"Bakit? May sinabi ba akong maglaro tayo?" Pamimilosopo ko. Narinig ko ulit ang mura niya. Tumagilid ako at sinadyang ipakita ang likod ko rito. I made another pose again.

"Damn it." He murmured.

"Oo nga, maglalaro tayo." I said again then moaned sexily. "Your bed is your court, your shaft is your ball and mine is the ring. Varsity captain ka 'dba? Hindi mo na alam magshoot?" Umiling ako at nahiga ulit. Nakapikit na pala ito at parang linalabanan pa rin ang sariling konsensya.

"This is not about sports, Nadie. This is about losing your precious--damn it." Umungol ulit ako para matahimik siya at napangiti na lang ako ng hilain niya ang paa ko at pumwesto sa gitna ng hita ko.

"Last chance baby." He sighed but I almost laughed hard when I saw his face. His body's telling otherwise. Poor Kier. Poor Kier's hard shaft. Oops. "Let me remind you that the last time we tried---"

"Gago. Bata pa tayo noon. Hindi pa tayo parehong handa noon." I cut him off. I shook my head when I remember our faces the first time we tried to have sex. Yup, we tried it already but I backed out before he can insert his thing to mine.

Fuck that embarrassing moment.

I snapped back when I felt his fingers on my core. Teasing and doing a circular motion again. 'Yung init na naramdaman ko kanina ay unti-unting bumalik.

"Please, Kier..." I begged, ni hindi ko alam kung anong hinihingi ko. Basta ang nasa isipan ko na ngayon ay siya at ang sensayong binibigay niya.

"Ahh...Kier..." He thrust his fingers deeper until I felt the familiar sensation that building inside me but before I could reach my orgasms, he stopped.

"Fuck! Why did you stop? I'm almost---Fuck!" Dumiin ang kuko ko sa braso niya kasabay ng pagpikit ko ng bigla siyang umulos. Ang galit na boses ko kanina ay biglang nanghina hanggang sa may tumulong luha sa mga mata ko. "Moron, that hurts." I told him as I sobbed.

"I'm sorry..." He apologized. He wiped my tears away then gave me a peck on the lips. "I'm sorry baby." He kissed my forehead. Tangina. Bakit ang sakit?!

"It really hurts..." I sobbed. Hindi ko maigalaw ang ibabang bahagi ng katawan ko dahil mas nararamdaman ko ang sakit. Kier just cussed.

"I'm sorry. I should've extended my self-control a little bit longer." He shook his head. "Baby, do you want me to remove---" I shook my head immediately. I cupped his face then smiled.

"Just kiss me so it'll ease the pain." I whispered. Bakas sa mukha niya ang pagtutol pero hinila ko siya at hinalikan ng mariin. I moved my hips that made him groan.

"Let your body adjust first." He told me but I bit his lower lip. "Damn it." He cussed against it. He put his hand on my both sides as he supports his weigh. He began to thrust inside me.

"Kier..."

"God...Nadie..."

I spread my legs wider as he went deeper and moved faster. Our moans filled his room and the cool breeze is nothing compared to the hots that we're feeling for each other. He suck my right breast like a hungry baby and all I can do is to moan his name louder. He's marking me like he really owns me.

"Kier...Shit...Oohh..." My hands are making circles on his bed.

"You're so tight, Nadine..."

Hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko at pinwesto iyon sa gilid ko. Mas bumilis ang bawat galaw nito at mas nangingibabaw ang kagustuhan kong marating ang sukdulan.

"Kier..."

He thrust harder until we came together. We're both gasping for air after we reached our orgasms. Ilang sandali pa ng umalis ito sa ibabaw ko at tumabi sa'akin. He pulled me closer then kissed my exposed shoulders.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you." He sincerely said. "But I don't regret having a hot moment with you. I don't regret being the first man in your life." He added. I giggled as I felt his warm breathing on my skin.

"Bakit ba kasi ang laki 'yang ano mo?" I asked him absentmindedly. Tumawa lang siya at hinalikan ulit ang balikat ko.

"Believe me baby, you'll be amazed when I'll answer you." He teased me. I rolled my eyes. As if naman hindi ko alam ang sinasabi nito. Hinarap ko ito at hinalikan ang labi niya.

"I'm sleepy." I told him. He just kissed my lips again then hugged me.

"Then rest. I'll be watching you." He said then kissed my forehead. I nodded before I totally fall asleep.

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Nang magising ako ay gabi na. Tumambay kami sa may balkonahe ng hotel room ni Kier dahil masakit pa ang sugat sa pagitan ng hita ko.

"Gusto ko ring bumili ng souvenirs." I told him. I tried to sound like my normal tone but I can't just do it. Talagang may parteng nalulungkot ako.

Gaga, sinong may sabing ikaw ang magbigay ng souvenir kay Kier? Isang bahagi ng isipan ko ang kumontra sa'akin. Napasimangot ako.

Malay ko ba na may lahing samurai ang alaga niya 'dba? Alangan namang tanungin ko muna siya kung maliit ba o malaki para malaman ko kung masakit 'dba? I defended my other side.

Eh, basta. Tiisin mo ang sakit ngayon. Kasalanan mo 'yan dahil ikaw ang nagsimula. I sighed. Natigil lang ang pag-iisip ko ng hawakan ni Kier ang kamay ko. Napatingin ako agad sa kanya.

"Nabili ko na ang mga bilin ng kaibigan mo." He assured then cleared his throat. "Kailangan mo ba talagang umalis ulit?" Mahina lang 'yung pagkakasabi niya pero sakto lang din para marinig ko.

"Yeah, I guess so." I answered then nodded. He smiled then I shifted my eyes at the stars. I heard him sighed.

"Do you really have to leave?"

"Yup." I nodded. "Nandoon ang trabaho ko, Kier. Pinaghirapan kong pumunta doon at mahirap para sa'akin ang talikuran ang pangarap ko." I explained. Tinignan ko ulit ito at tumango tango.

"Ikaw, hindi mo ba tutuparin ang pangarap mo? You have your company too. I really wonder why you chose to work under my family." I seriously stated. He just gave me a look then smiled, a bit. Now he's the one who looked up at the stars and I'm the one who stared at his face.

"We're different, Nadie." He exhaled. "My dreams are so big and I'm contented imagining it. Watching it from afar and realizing I won't ever make it happen. It's too big and I can't use my two hands reaching it." He gave me a shy smile.

He's too deep.

Kinuha ko ang chips na nasa tabi ko at binto rito.

"After all these years, Kier. I realized one thing, you're a coward." I chuckled a little. Binuksan naman niya ang chips at pinasa ulit sa'akin bago kumain.

"If that's thename. I guess I am." He shrugged.