Love and Desire(#5)

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

Nadine

"Nice work." Kier commented when he saw the big family painting hanging on my room's wall. I smiled then nodded. I gestured him to sit on the couch and he immediately did.

"Gawa 'yan ni Ate Vea." I proudly said. "Iyan naman ay si Ate Lily." I pointed at the beach and sunset painting. Nakita ko naman ang paghanga niya sa mga ito. Lalo na't kilala niya ang mga may gawa.

Linapag ko sa lamesa ko ang mga pinamili naming pagkain---mostly chichirya at kinuha ang comforter ko sa'king kama. Naupo ako sa tabi niya at ini-on ang aircon at TV.

"They have nice hands." He chuckled. Tumango ulit ako bilang pagsang-ayon.

"I tried to paint too, pero test tubes lang talaga ang gustong hawakan ng mga kamay ko." I frowned. I still remember how Ate Lily scold me when I asked her to teach me how to paint once. Sinabi pa niya noon na sayang lang daw ang pinta at canvass.

"Hindi naman." He tapped my shoulders. "May gusto pang hawakan ang mga kamay mo e, hugis test tubes din." Napatingin ako rito at ngumisi siya. Nag-isip pa ako sa sinasabi niya pero ng makita ko ang ngiting aso sa mukha niya ay agad tumaas ang kamay ko para sampalin ang braso niya.

"Gago ka!" I yelled. "Ang harot harot mo talaga!" I punched his arms. Tumawa lang ito at inakbayan ako. I tried to get off him but he held me tighter and laugh louder.

"I'm just kidding baby." He whispered to my ears then laughed softly. Inis kong tinulak ito at binigyan siya ng masamang tingin. Itinaas ko ang daliri ko.

"I like it when you blush." He winked. My hands automatically touched my cheeks. He chuckled then pulled me closer again.

"Tsk."

"But seriously, mukhang namimiss mo naman ang pamilya mo. Bakit ka pa nagtitiis sa painting na 'yan kung pwede ka namang umuwi at tulungan sila? You know Nadie, hindi ka mamamatay sa gutom doon kahit na hindi ka na magtrabaho." He seriously stated. I shrugged then sighed. I sat properly then stared at the painting. I even let his arms snaked to my body.

"Hindi ko alam." I answered. "One thing is for sure, I don't want to be a failure." I saw him shifted his gaze to me. Naramdaman ko rin ang paggalaw ng daliri niya sa tagiliran ko---na palagi niyang ginagawa kung gusto niyang ipaalam sa'kin na makikinig lang siya.

"Noong sinabi ko sa daddy ko na nakapasa ako sa exam, I saw the happiness through his eyes. 'Yun pagiging proud daddy niya dahil matalino ako. Well, nakita ko rin naman siya noon kina Ate Lily pero mas nakita ko 'yung pagkabigo niya sa kanilang dalawa." I told him. Nakatitig lang ako sa painting pero hindi naman ako naiiyak. Nalulungkot lang.

"Hindi man niya sabihin ng direkta pero alam ko na malaki ang expectations niya sa'kin. And I'm really pressured. What if mabuntis rin ako tulad ni ate? Paano kung mapabayaan ko ang sarili tulad ni kuya?" I asked him. Napabuga ulit ako ng hangin pagkatapos.

"Matalino ka. At iba ka naman sa kanila eh." He caressed my arms using his free hand.

"I just hope so..."

"Look, sometimes, failure leads us to the right path. Kung hindi nagkamali ang mga kapatid mo, walang Nathania at Vaughn. Walang Crain, Shaine, at Audrianna." Pagpapalakas nito ng loob ko. Napangiti ako ng bahagya at tumingin sa kanya.

"Sabagay..." I shrugged then moved my body closer to him.

Pinaglaruan naman niya ang buhok ko.

"And don't be afraid doing what really makes you happy. You're only human Nadie, you make decision---and it might be good or bad. But the thing is, you're not perfect. That's why pencils even have their erasers." He kissed my ears. Gumalaw ako dahil nakikiliti ako.

"And they're happy now. That's what matters most." He sighed. Hinarap ko naman ito at binigyan ng halik sa labi. He grinned as I smiled from ear to ear.

"Can you make me happy then?"

"By kissing you back?" He asked as his hands started to roam around my body. I giggled as I shook my head.

"Is that what you call happiness?" I asked then I put my hand on the top of his pants. He sexily laughed then he lifted my hips up. He opened my legs as I straddled him, feeling his erected manhood.

We moaned.

"That's happiness baby. You want it?"

I bit my lower lip and moved my body against him. We both looked at each other's eyes. Then we let our body find what happiness is.

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Pangatlong araw na ni Kier dito at dahil tapos na niya ang ginagawa niya kahapon, naisipan kong isama siya sa camping namin ng mga katrabaho ko sa kwebang pinuntahan namin noon. I told them he's my cousin so we could share tents together but I don't like the look of the other girls to him.

They're pissing me off.

"Hey." I looked up and saw him standing few steps away from me. I gave him a questioning look.

"Where's your fans?" I asked, sounded like a girlfriend. Duh, Nadie. You're just a friend. Worst, he's acting like your cousin right now.

"Tsk." Pumasok siya sa tent namin at agad isinara ito. Inayos niya ang mga gamit sa loob bago siya nahiga at hinila ako dahilan para masubsob sa dibdib niya.

"Ano ba!" I hissed. He turned off our lights. "Ilaw nga! Ang dilim!" Sita ko ulit pero naramdaman ko ang paghaplos nito sa hita ko. Nasa bundok kami pero nakashorts pa rin ako.

"Kier..."

"Shh...this can help with a jealous cousin." He covered my lips with his mouth as he expertly removed my shorts off my body. I'm on top of him and our position is kinda awkward but I love it.

I love how he moves and how he shuts my mouth up. I love how his body moves and how my body reacts with the heat that's starting to burn up. She reached my pearl and did a circular movement, and all I can do is to bite his lips instead of moaning.

"Please...please Kier."

"I'm going to enter." He whispered as he positioned himself. I can feel his hard shaft, slowly entering inside me. I moaned his name and embraced the pleasure he's giving me.

"God Nadie. You're really tight." He whispered again. He reached my breast and played with it.

I moaned, harder.

He moved faster and deeper and I don't give a damn anymore if my team can hear us. All I can is Kier, and the sensation I'm feeling. Hinawakan niya ang pang-upo ko at mas bumilis ang galaw nito.

"Baby..."

"Kier please, faster...shit."

And in few pumps, our body trembled as we reached our orgasms. Nanatili kami sa ganoong posistion ng ilang segundo bago ako lumipat sa tabi nito.

"Don't get jealous. You're still my forever gorgeous and smart Nadie baby." He whispered then kissed my forehead before I fell asleep.