Family | n.s

T h i r t y - o n e

Harry

The air was hot  filled with anticipation of what is to come as  I followed Niall into the house. The kiss was on my lips , I could taste his lips as I walked into the living room in dazed. I can still feel fireworks , shivers whatever you call them coursing through my veins and it was slightly scary but more addicting.

Just one touch and I was hooked , just one touch of his lips , his breathe and his presence had me hooked and I followed him like a lost puppy as he climbed up the stairs with Louis in his arms.

Usually , we will talk silently as we go up for bedtime but today the atmosphere was thick and I could feel the heat in my cheeks , in my palms as I rubbed the side of my thighs slowly holding Liam with one arm.

My eyes were trained on his head going lower and lower before I would mentally slap myself and bring them up. I never experienced anything like this , this is not what I felt with Zayn or Josh .So , it is not friendship or is it ?

Thoughts were running through my head with his eyes , smile and laugh occasionally flashing by.

As we reached the top step I decided on one thing and that is ; whatever it was I want to feel it again and I was hoping Niall would help me.

I grew nervous as we got closer to the nursery. Unknown to me my heart began to beat faster , I could hear my own heartbeats in my ear. It was overwhelming yet unsatisfying at the same time.

I wanted more.

I watched as Niall hummed an unknown tune moving a little before placing a sleeping Louis into his cradle . He then turned to me as I was stick at the entrance. I don't know why but I was not able to step one foot inside .

It was as if I was stuck at the place with my racing heart , clamping hands balancing Liam on one side my eyes locked on the deep blue in front of me . They were getting bigger and brighter , more visible and easily distinguishable as he moved towards me.

His usually bright blue eyes had now turned into a deeper shade.

I gulped loudly making a small smirk play on his lips as our fingers touched when he took Liam from me. Before I can say anything he had turned round and was placing a stirring Liam into the bed. He hummed the songs again checking their monitors and quilt ,switching on the side small light all the while I was standing their watching him.

He smiled at me motioning me to step out as he closed the door slightly keeping it ajar as usual.I took a step behind and turned to leave. I didn't want to stand like an idiot and wanted to hurry to my room saving myself from the embarrassment. But I guess Niall had different plans because before I know it Niall turned me around and pushed me lightly on to the wall beside the door.

"Nial-" I was cut off by him watching wide eyed as he was right in front of me , his nose touching mine making me gulp. I looked at him trying to figure out what was happening because no one had ever hold me like this.

His hands were on my waist rubbing my skin slowly , father always used to dig nails harshly I thought before shaking my head.

Niall had a small smile playing on his lips as his eyes roamed all over my face I know , cause they never looked right in mind. I melted into his arms as he planted his lips on my neck.

My hands went to his shoulder but stopped , I dont know , he might get angry.

I sighed softly closing my eyes at the good feeling Niall was giving me , my hands still in the air above Niall's shoulder.

Without thinking I sighed softly as I said "Niall , my tummy feels hot "

Niall stopped kissing me and looked up at me. I think I shouldnt have said tjat. I looked at me fear setting in and I quickly placed my hand beside me.