Falling Up

sleep

Im so tired.

But I cant seem to sleep.

My eyelids just wont flutter shut and stay that way, even after I turn the lights out and lie awake for hours on end. I cant calm my mind just enough to drift off into a calm sleep because, "that stupid thing you did a couple weeks ago, look at it!"

A part of me knows that I need to sleep because I will just be tired in the morning if I dont. But the other part of me, just wont let myself fall into the peaceful state in which I can finally rest for a little while.

Im so tired but I cant seem to sleep.

Its not just a physical tired, its a kind of mental tired.

My mind is just yearning for a moment where im not worried and stressed, a moment where it can rest from the foot race it had been running for years now.

Im just so tired guys.

I just wanna sleep for a little while.