Falling Up

34 days

God I miss you.

I know you are only gone for a month, but ive learned to live with you always being with me. I miss the way you smell. It is so sweet, but not overwhelmingly so. I could pick it out from a thousand other scents, just because the way ive learned to associate it with this irresponsible happiness.

I never noticed certain things about you until I cant actually see you. Like the way you laugh.

I never realized how much I love hearing you laugh until now. It just makes me smile this bittersweet smile because I love the noise, but I wish you could be with me so I could watch the smile spread across your cheeks and all the sadness fade away.

I just miss you. I miss laying next to you and just rambling about whatever popped into our minds first. I miss you teasing me with whatever happened that day. I miss being able to text you, and then you show up to whisk me away from whatever bull shit us going on every where else. I just miss you.

34 days doesn't seem like long until you are counting them down one by one