Falling Up

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I keep trying to avoid writing about you. Its so overdone and overused, and im sure everyone is sick and tired of hearing me miss you.

But i cant.

Youre just so omnipresent in my words and i find myself planning to jolt words in a book all about you. Words thats you would never see because youre happy in another place, and it would be hypocritical of me to be angry with you for going back to him.

Its hypocritical of me to be upset that you have some emotional bond with him that you just dont want to break because i know the feeling.

I just feel so bad for still texting you, even though you promise that you want to be friends. I feel bad for staying in your life, and im sorry.