Some nights I'll sit up and stare at the celing trying to pick out patterns in the paint.
I gaze at the white as if it holds the answers I'm looking for and more.
But it doesn't. It cannot speak and it cannot comfort me when I stare. I beg and I plead for it to respond, for it to tell me how to fix what I've lost. But it is nothing but a celing. It's plaster who does not have a mouth or soul or life.
It cannot tell me what I did wrong. It cannot tell me how to correct it.
It cannot tell me how to deal with this..
So when I stare up at the patterns of paint, I pray that it'll form a shape or a response. But it does not.
For it is a ceiling.
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Falling Up
PoetryA collection of poems about me falling in the wrong direction, and me falling in love with the wrong person.