Falling Up

i love you

I almost did it.

I almost told you.

Every one told me that it would make us both happy if I told you. You would know what I knew and maybe I would stop being so depressed all the time. Hell, maybe we could've made it work.

But you're trying to be happy with someone else. I can respect that. Im not gonna put you in that place where you have to chose. I wouldn't do that, its stressful and it hurts and I wont do that to you.

They think I didnt make the right choice. But if I tell you, you'll only be more stressed. This is how I show my love, im trying my best to keep you happy and not stressed.

Telling you wont help.

At least, that's what I think.

This is the only way I can be a good person. By putting you before me.

Because...

Because I love you.