Falling Up

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I keep looking at these old screenshots, and my heart grows heavier.

Screenshots that I held close to my heart at the time because someone actually cared enough about me to say those things. I usually never believe people when they tell me things like 'you're pretty' or 'i love you' but god I believed you. I believed it every time you sent it.

I keep looking at these screenshots wishing that you could be saying those things to me now, not the heavy hearted words that neither of us want to hear anymore. I tired of seeing almost goodbyes. Our words would be considered less of people who loved each other so much that they would do anything for the other, and more of people who dont care about the other.

But I do. I care. I worry so much about you because youre halfway across the country crying yourself to sleep without me there to comfort you. You arent crying that way because of me though, youre crying over someone who doesnt care...

But I do.

So I keep looking at these screenshots wondering what happened to them. What happened to those people that I desperately wish back into exsistence?

Theyre just screenshots now...