Mr Barn

Chapter 38

Putting my friends into this is making characters feel so much more realistic but hello my friend that is not Australian but British. No Fischer doesn't have nor is he British but hey. Who said it needed to be accurate. Say Hi Fischer. Also info on what happened Sunday incoming...

Mitch's POV

When I left the classroom. I felt like shit. I just kissed him but... It felt so fucking good, after weeks of him being in this Damn school, I finally kissed him. At first it was just a fresh face I needed to keep safe from Preston and Jerome, God knows those two can't keep it in their pants, then it turned into affection, then I just got stupid. I turned into the one thing I hated. I went from instigating and protecting, to straight up bullying and I feel like shit. Why the fuck did I have to see her yesterday? Why the fuck did I agree to do this? Oh yeah I remember now. Because I'm a disgusting, horrible, jealous little shit who doesn't know how to just grow the fuck up. He's with Mr Barn. And it's legal, I remember one of my boys telling me about it.

Fischer: "Mitch?"

Mitch: "N-Not in the mood F-Fischer."

Fischer: "Hey relax its just me. What happened? You ran off and the others got worried. Are you OK?"

Mitch: "N..."

I couldn't even say a simple two letter word before crying. Tears falling down my face as I looked at Fischer in front of me. I was so scared and upset, I hated myself for this. I hated the fact that I kissed him. And I hated that I fucking loved it and I wanted to go back and do it again.

Fischer: "Hey hey calm down come here."

He may be a bully but he's the softest guy I know. I know the others would be worried about me but Fischer... He's always been there for me. Him and Jessica. Maybe that's why it was her idea to do that shit on Saturday. As I stepped forward into his arms, he wrapped them tightly around me, Letting me cry on his shoulder as the tears fell. Why was I so fucking weak. He'll I told Minter I couldn't even play Football this year. I didn't want to because I was too stressed and paranoid. That I wouldn't be able to really put the effort forward, and now it's Chris and his friends. I don't know how they got Lachlan on the team but he's fast. Jessie is one of their best goalies. Thinking about them made me even more sad. I'm so fucking pathetic.

Fischer: "You are absolutely not pathetic."

Mitch: "I'm Sorry"

Fischer: "You have nothing to apologize for."

But I did. I had so much to be sorry for.

Fischer: "Want to know something no one else does to make you feel better? Not even Seth knows."

I looked up at him in shock, even though my eyes were red as fuck and puffy as hell.

Mitch: "What the hell? How could Seth not know something."

Fischer: "My first name Is Horatio."

I looked at him shocked, I know it was evident on my face but I couldn't help but let a smile creep into my face.

Fischer: "Yeah Yeah laugh it up Mitchell."

I did. I laughed hard and held onto him. I could tell he was smiling but it didn't change the fact I was still upset.

Fischer: "Feeling better?"

Mitch: "I'm a horrible person. Why did you stay with me from the start?"

Fischer: "Simple. I know everything you do is for a good reason. Everytime you say something or do anything. At the end of the day your intentions are pure even though the methods may not be. I know you are a beautiful young man who desperately deserves to be happy. "