Walking Forward to the Beginning (Book 5)

Heartless Bastard

I wish you gone
You sick
Disgusting
Heartless bastard

Just because I forgave you
After I got better
Doesn't mean
You have card blanche
To do and say dirt

You are a mentally deficient
Asshole
Who can't do anything
Without pissing someone off

You dare throw into my face
That you are paying for my tuition?
You paid once
You were jealous of my first paycheck

You have no idea what it's like
I wish you would
It may be wrong of me
But so help me G-d
I wish you would

I wish you knew what it was like
To be so ill
You couldn't move
Or eat
Or drink your precious vodka
Play online

I wish you knew what it was like
To stop breathing
Only just for a moment
I wish you wouldn't wake up

You are not my father
You are a sperm donor
Because you are an
Arrogant
Egotistical
Heartless bastard

I want my peace
My mom's peace
You aren't part of that
I wish you gone

I can't wait to be able to work again
So we can sell the house and move
Far as hell away from you

Even your apology just now
Was fake
Just like the rest of you
A robot made out of
Black dark sewer grime

All of the trash
Usually takes itself out
May HaShem and the universe
Give you your karmic returns