Walking Forward to the Beginning (Book 5)

Chest Pains

I haven't been doing
Any spiritual protecting or blocking
Been letting all of the negativity
Swirl around me
Which has turned into
Chest pains

Social media
Is a hard place to be
Even if to just connect with friends
Too much hate
Not enough love

And yet as one steps into the world
Beyond the smartphone and computer
Time doesn't stop
Summer blazes on

I must take better care of myself
Even when I don't know how
To approach something
Stick with positivity

Ask my angels
For extra coverage
Unplug more
Live within my world
My life
Not one of mindless chatter

I know what is real
What is right
For me
I have seen heaven
Multiple times

I know what my soul
Can or
Cannot do
And therefore must protect it thus

Waking up with chest pains
Over things, I can't change
People who don't see what I see
Unable to stop the rhetoric
The attacks

No more
I am but one soul
All I can do is fulfill my purpose
And move on

As Dorian Gray said it
"I have lived long enough to see
The future become history."

This too shall pass
All of it
And we will be better for it
If we go about our path with love
Instead of hate

Will get into the habit of asking
My angels for protection everywhere
Everyday
So I can concentrate on
What's important to me

Enough pain
Suffering
Had more than my share
Time to let myself get healed
By inching forward